Give me ur Hand, We'll walk this Road together

Fear of hurting me,
Fear of doing the same as my ex did,
Fear that ure not worth it,
Fear of hurting ppl the way ppl hurt u before,
Fear of being treaten good,
Thats what ure afraid off,

I'll tell you,
Dont be afraid to hurt me,
ure not the same as my ex,
dont compare i tell you,
dont think ure not worth it,

You wont hurt me if we take it slow,
Let our feelings grow,
Then U wouldnt be afraid to hurt me,
cuz u noe u wont be like my ex,

Trust urself,
Trust me,
Trust us,
Give me your hand,
We'll walk this bumpy road together,

Faith is what u need,
Security is what you want,
Trust urself you're able to walk this road with me,
Trust urself you wont hurt me,
Trust urself, give some faith on it
Give some time to trust urself and this relationship we're having,

Pudding Love

It was going so well, then something seems to be not right,
we were growing further and further away,
I noe ure confused but i act as tho i didnt know,
Space is what you need and what i'm giving to u,

Maybe i'm not good enough for u,
maybe u deserve someone better,
the fact dat u keep in touch with him now bothers me,
I'm afraid i'll lose you,
afraid to lose you one day,
afraid you wont return back to my arms,

Someone told me before,
if u hold on too tight,u'll strangle em
if u hold on too loose, they'll escape,
You have to hold on perfectly,

I dont want to end this,
This is just the ups and downs we're facing,
it won't break us apart easily,
Don't give up easily,
nothing could stop us,

Do i still have feelings for you?
Do i still miss you?
Thats your question,
that remains in ur heart,

Space is what you need and what i'm giving to u,
but at the end i hope ure right back in my arms,
back to where we left off,
tell me you're mine,
tell me you won't be going anywhere,
only right here in my arms,

We'll take it slow,
You think ure not good enough for me,
Baby,Dont think that way,
Just give it a lil time,

Feelings grow in time,
Patience is virtue,
but end of the day,
i just wanna say i love u.

To: Pudding From:Kancil Chai

Not Updated

This blog is pretty much dead now..Cuz...i'm waiting for pictures from Tristo, of our reunion night and the akon night. So wont be updating until i get those pictures-.-"

Guitars

Well... As u can see or heard from me. I'm a guitar freak. Yea i do play guitar but...i'm not good like the fast shredding guitarist herman li, or any close to paul gilbert(my idol) :]...i still havent been practicing those songs that we are suppose to jam at the end of this month. Buuutt...I'll show u some of me favourite guitars...and i noe u'll like them. Cuz....my taste :)...lets start from the less like to the most liked.

Number 6~




Platinum Virgo black. tried before. and its....Aaaaoooohhhh... Wonderfull. but not counted as the best :). Its a warlock shape. But wat do u expect from bcrich =/


Number 5~




Damien FR wif Floyd Rose. Schecter's Guitar. Yeap wif EMG pick ups....very nice shape i like the shape :). plus check out the designs on the neck board :)




Number 4~




Yes and finally My guitar now. I mean i have 2 but...i'll show this instead. Cuz the sound is freaking awesome. and the sustain is freaking fabulous. BUuuuutt... i fucked my bridge...so yea...its not so good like how it is. But, its still good.




Number 3~







Yeap yeap custom made guitar. Erm... Slipknot's guitarist.. the number 7 dude.. as u can see... his guitar got the word "Seven". :]. forgot wat was his name. I think its Mike Thompson. =/

Number 2~





synester gates' custom made guitar. U hear those riffs from avenged sevenfold, hear those guitar solos. All orginal from this guitar.



Number 1~




yes....my dream guitar.Pgm. on the left is Pgm is floyd rose. But...i would prefer the one on the right. wifout floyd Rose. :). Paul gilbert uses this guitar.

Anyway.. Dats all for now.

Guilty

Well...y am i feeling guilty?... Hmm...okay...since i fought wif my parents i have been coming home late. When i should be preparing my for this semester. Saturday i went out with kea leng,min ern, and jia wei. we went and watch night at the museum and then after that went yam Cha in banana leaf at centerpoint.

Night at the Museum.
its a really funny. Worth the money. Altho there is some parts that doesnt make sense. I wont say it here. U have to ask me :).

After the yam cha-ing session we went Dj ...go cyber :). yes we are lifeless mutha fucks. Well theres nuthing to do. So we went cyber. And Came home around 4. Yeap. very late...

Yesterday, Went weiyang's house for his open house party thing. Yea it was fun. Drinking there. Then later the boys including me Invaded Weiyang's com. To check for porn :P. Ok just kidding. was checking on his computer games. :). and one of his computer games called VAmpire, had this picture of A really fucking hot vampire. As in she has top and bottom. well u noe wat i mean. Wearing those low cuts. very hot vampire indeed. So then theres this gurl...little gurl behind us....asking his mum wat was dat. then her mum said..lets go...this are boys stuff. Hahha....dam embarrasing wei. anyway..then after we watch Pulse. Ok..its a FUCKING SCARY SHOW...but the main actress was hot. mmhmm.. :]....steaming hot. hehe...sizzling hot....

then after dat me and jia wei meet min ern,bernard and his fren. hahah...cyber seesion again :P. and well wat do u noe...we went dj,and ss2 all the fucking cybers were fucking full. wa ta fak wei. We spend an hour plus looking for cybers and end up in AC instead. hahha so...again...we went back around 4.-.-. now feeling guilty. Feeling as tho my life is wasted. sigh. y dun i just sell vcd. Dun wanna burden my parents.

Band

at last after searching high and low,mountains to rivers, cities to village, across the galaxy, me and jia wei finally found 2 people to join our band cause. to create musical fusion. in other words. Noise.

so yea..theres me,jia wei,jon ming, and chee sing. both found by jia wei. One is a singer and a guitarist and the other is a basist. So yea. We're gonna jam and test out see if we're good on 31st january. We jAmmm.
Gonna jam, Mae-Suspension,Weezer-Perfect Situation, Dashboard Confessional- Vindicated, Anberlin- Paperthin Hymm.

so...rite now...gonna practice my ass off to paly these songs. I dun wanna suck :(. Dun wan people to laugh at me. :(. Going start college next week. Actually it started this week. But for me, i'll make it a special case. i'll start next Week :]

For now, Practicing those 5 songs are my primary objective, i will not suck :). and i need to get my guitar fixed. the bridge is fucked. I cant use my bcrich to play this songs. Its so...out. lolz. Well u'll noe it if u seen my bcrich. But its a good guitar :]. and i like it.:]....till then.

Alive

hmm. Havent been blogging for decades now. i feel so old. yes. i'm 18 now. everybody has turn 18 long time but i just happen to turn 18 now. and i feel proud :].

Anyway, i came back from japan on christmas eve. and it was at ngiht. suppose to go clubbing wif frens but i was too tired. cuz the whole day was sitting the aeroplane and my butt hurts. Japan was fun i guess. I went to Hokaido. Nope not tokyo. Been there before. But hokaido. Its most nice sceneries. Mountains,Hills, and Snow. Yes Snow people. I felt Snow in my whole entire life for the first time like how i came out to this world and take my 1st oxygen. and the gurls. uhh...they're either god dam hot or god dam ugly. theres no average. sorry to disappoint u dicks but yea. and the students working 2 time job. Morning student and at night prostitute. Well not all. Some at least. :)

Next, 28th johan's birthday,went clubbing in q bar. and i was out. nothing special. cant really remember wtf happen. so yea. it was fun.

30th sean's concert. ah hah.....well ok ler not bad. i like the guitarist :). he can own using an acoustics man. anyway. told jia wei to call jenn...hmm...yea.. cuz his book is wif her. but in the end she nvr pick up. probably she nvr even brought the book. Hmm.. right now..i wont say i miss her or i dont miss her...or i love her or i dont love her already. everything is the past. Shes gone. and i cant get it back or do anything about it. Cuz u noe y? she treats me as her worst nightmare. her worst enemy. yea.

31st. my birthday. went hartamas countdown. then went to kea leng's house and drink. we were palying this drinking game. like cards are given out and those hu get the biggest no need to drink. only the others drink. but of cuz..dats too much. we changed the rule to..the smallest card drinks. so yea...drink drink drink...and all get dam high and drunk. and next thing i noe i woke up wif a bump on my head and it hurts..plus wif the headache even makes things more uncomfortable. and dont forget i found lots of bruises on my body. as tho i got wacked.

sorry no pictures. cuz i didnt take pictures. =/ yea obviously.

Japan here i datang!

Japan Here i come! Ka wa iii Komenaseeiiiii Yamateeeee gambattteee Kimochiii HITAI!

lolz...actually not excited about japan.. dunno y....argh... rawr...today and yesterday was fun...and soon...when my parents and the whole family EXCEPT ME...goes to singapore. freedom. yes. i can breath it already. mhmmm...

yesterday watch eragon. And its a fucknig dumb movie. fucking waste of money. I mean the story is ok...but not the best and not considered good. but average. But But...the dialog is fucking dumb. "Into the Sky, To Win or to Die!" wat kind of fuck line is dat. But oh well lets wait for the second part shall we.