Slow

Hmm,quite a depressing post lately. Oh but wait,ive started to blog again. This time i'll guarantee there will be pictures with my k800i phone =D. Everything seems to be okay now. Well, slowly at least.

Hmm, tomorrow actually is our 2nd month anniverassary. lolz. haha. hmm.. Shhh... =D...tmr monday rite?. Yea Shhhh =D. Wanna watch 300 badly but got lots of assignment. Ian better wake up now. Need to go buy tickets d. Nvm i shall spam his phone. I'll talk about mroe stuff later...now enjoy few of the reunion pictures me and my besties took and which i stole from their computer =D.

Akon's Night-everybody was crazy high. lets see hus in the picture. Me=D,fucking kit,jia wei,kazzy,alex,ka young,tristo,ming jin, and others i cant identiy.cant see their dam face. Ian is missing from the picture.

Our Amazing reunion night. Some different. A thing to remember. Ian is missing from the picture.

After all that drinking had to go mamak to drink limau ais. So dont get road block-.-. Ian is still missing from the picture. -_-

Theres still lots of fucking pictures. But tristo i think kena chopped in new zealand and forgot to send us the pictures. so yea =/

Could we continue back where we left off?

-Love Will Come Through-

If I told you a secret
You won't tell a soul
Will you hold it and keep it alive
Cause it's burning a hole
And I can't get to sleep
And I can't live alone in this lie

So look up
Take it away
Don't look da-da-da- down the mountain

If the world isn't turning
Your heart won't return
Anyone, anything, anyhow

So take me don't leave me
Take me don't leave me
Baby, love will come through it's just waiting for you

Well I stand at the crossroads
Of highroads and lowroads
And I got a feeling it's right

If it's real what I'm feeling
There's no make
believing
The sound of the wings of the flight of a dove

Take it away
Don't look da-da-da down the mountain
If the world isn't turning
Your heart won't return anyone anything anyhow...

So take me don't leave me
Take me don't leave me
Baby, love will come through it's just waiting for you

So look up
Take it away
Don't look da-da-da- down

If the world isn't turning
Your heart won't return anyone anything anyhow...

So take me don't leave me
Take me don't leave me
Baby, love will come through it's just waiting for you

Love will come through
Love will come through
Love will come through


Confusing whether ure like me, confusing whether u still wanna be with me. Take ur time, Slowly think, Just hope we could continue back where we left off.

Slipping Away

Seems that shes slipping away from me,
shes afraid to hurt me,
she thinks shes not worth it,
shes pushing all the blame to herself,
Shes losing her confidence,

Baby, dont think this way,
Be confident,
This is not ur fault,
Ure the best thing ever happen to me,
I'm lucky that i have met u,
i am lucky to be with you,
u showed me light when i'm in the dark,
Baby,be confident,dont think this way

We could give it another shot,
I noe ure confused,
confusion tend to happen,
we could work this out,
Dont say a word,
a hug will do,

Stop it, Stop saying Sorry,
its my fault for being a jerk,
its my fault to confront him,
tell me you still wanna do this,
we could work this out,

Are u afraid dat we dont last?
or are u afraid u'll hurt me?
or maybe both,
U wont hurt me if we slowly take our relationship.
but seems that i'm hurting u now.
I'm really sorry.

Guess i'm just the jerks out there,
hu doesnt give spaces to u,
doesnt worth it be with,
If i told u, i wouldnt confront them,
would u believe?
or maybe its just some empty words,
i mean wat i said,
Sorry. For everything..Everything...

Give me ur Hand, We'll walk this Road together

Fear of hurting me,
Fear of doing the same as my ex did,
Fear that ure not worth it,
Fear of hurting ppl the way ppl hurt u before,
Fear of being treaten good,
Thats what ure afraid off,

I'll tell you,
Dont be afraid to hurt me,
ure not the same as my ex,
dont compare i tell you,
dont think ure not worth it,

You wont hurt me if we take it slow,
Let our feelings grow,
Then U wouldnt be afraid to hurt me,
cuz u noe u wont be like my ex,

Trust urself,
Trust me,
Trust us,
Give me your hand,
We'll walk this bumpy road together,

Faith is what u need,
Security is what you want,
Trust urself you're able to walk this road with me,
Trust urself you wont hurt me,
Trust urself, give some faith on it
Give some time to trust urself and this relationship we're having,

Pudding Love

It was going so well, then something seems to be not right,
we were growing further and further away,
I noe ure confused but i act as tho i didnt know,
Space is what you need and what i'm giving to u,

Maybe i'm not good enough for u,
maybe u deserve someone better,
the fact dat u keep in touch with him now bothers me,
I'm afraid i'll lose you,
afraid to lose you one day,
afraid you wont return back to my arms,

Someone told me before,
if u hold on too tight,u'll strangle em
if u hold on too loose, they'll escape,
You have to hold on perfectly,

I dont want to end this,
This is just the ups and downs we're facing,
it won't break us apart easily,
Don't give up easily,
nothing could stop us,

Do i still have feelings for you?
Do i still miss you?
Thats your question,
that remains in ur heart,

Space is what you need and what i'm giving to u,
but at the end i hope ure right back in my arms,
back to where we left off,
tell me you're mine,
tell me you won't be going anywhere,
only right here in my arms,

We'll take it slow,
You think ure not good enough for me,
Baby,Dont think that way,
Just give it a lil time,

Feelings grow in time,
Patience is virtue,
but end of the day,
i just wanna say i love u.

To: Pudding From:Kancil Chai

Not Updated

This blog is pretty much dead now..Cuz...i'm waiting for pictures from Tristo, of our reunion night and the akon night. So wont be updating until i get those pictures-.-"

Guitars

Well... As u can see or heard from me. I'm a guitar freak. Yea i do play guitar but...i'm not good like the fast shredding guitarist herman li, or any close to paul gilbert(my idol) :]...i still havent been practicing those songs that we are suppose to jam at the end of this month. Buuutt...I'll show u some of me favourite guitars...and i noe u'll like them. Cuz....my taste :)...lets start from the less like to the most liked.

Number 6~




Platinum Virgo black. tried before. and its....Aaaaoooohhhh... Wonderfull. but not counted as the best :). Its a warlock shape. But wat do u expect from bcrich =/


Number 5~




Damien FR wif Floyd Rose. Schecter's Guitar. Yeap wif EMG pick ups....very nice shape i like the shape :). plus check out the designs on the neck board :)




Number 4~




Yes and finally My guitar now. I mean i have 2 but...i'll show this instead. Cuz the sound is freaking awesome. and the sustain is freaking fabulous. BUuuuutt... i fucked my bridge...so yea...its not so good like how it is. But, its still good.




Number 3~







Yeap yeap custom made guitar. Erm... Slipknot's guitarist.. the number 7 dude.. as u can see... his guitar got the word "Seven". :]. forgot wat was his name. I think its Mike Thompson. =/

Number 2~





synester gates' custom made guitar. U hear those riffs from avenged sevenfold, hear those guitar solos. All orginal from this guitar.



Number 1~




yes....my dream guitar.Pgm. on the left is Pgm is floyd rose. But...i would prefer the one on the right. wifout floyd Rose. :). Paul gilbert uses this guitar.

Anyway.. Dats all for now.

Guilty

Well...y am i feeling guilty?... Hmm...okay...since i fought wif my parents i have been coming home late. When i should be preparing my for this semester. Saturday i went out with kea leng,min ern, and jia wei. we went and watch night at the museum and then after that went yam Cha in banana leaf at centerpoint.

Night at the Museum.
its a really funny. Worth the money. Altho there is some parts that doesnt make sense. I wont say it here. U have to ask me :).

After the yam cha-ing session we went Dj ...go cyber :). yes we are lifeless mutha fucks. Well theres nuthing to do. So we went cyber. And Came home around 4. Yeap. very late...

Yesterday, Went weiyang's house for his open house party thing. Yea it was fun. Drinking there. Then later the boys including me Invaded Weiyang's com. To check for porn :P. Ok just kidding. was checking on his computer games. :). and one of his computer games called VAmpire, had this picture of A really fucking hot vampire. As in she has top and bottom. well u noe wat i mean. Wearing those low cuts. very hot vampire indeed. So then theres this gurl...little gurl behind us....asking his mum wat was dat. then her mum said..lets go...this are boys stuff. Hahha....dam embarrasing wei. anyway..then after we watch Pulse. Ok..its a FUCKING SCARY SHOW...but the main actress was hot. mmhmm.. :]....steaming hot. hehe...sizzling hot....

then after dat me and jia wei meet min ern,bernard and his fren. hahah...cyber seesion again :P. and well wat do u noe...we went dj,and ss2 all the fucking cybers were fucking full. wa ta fak wei. We spend an hour plus looking for cybers and end up in AC instead. hahha so...again...we went back around 4.-.-. now feeling guilty. Feeling as tho my life is wasted. sigh. y dun i just sell vcd. Dun wanna burden my parents.