Everything began in March.

Rebound:
–verb (used without object)
1.
to bound or spring back from force of impact.
2.
to recover, as from ill health or discouragement.
3.
Basketball. to gain hold of rebounds: a forward who rebounds well off the offensive board. –verb (used with object)
4.
to cause to bound back; cast back.
5.
Basketball. to gain hold of (a rebound): The guard rebounded the ball in backcourt. –noun
6.
the act of rebounding; recoil.
7.
Basketball.
a.
a ball that bounces off the backboard or the rim of the basket.
b.
an instance of gaining hold of such a ball.
8.
Ice Hockey. a puck that bounces off the gear or person of a goalkeeper attempting to make a save. —Idiom
9.
on the rebound,
a.
after bouncing off the ground, a wall, etc.: He hit the ball on the rebound.
b.
after being rejected by another: She didn't really love him; she married him on the rebound.

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to recover from an illness or discouragement. in my situation. she would take me as a rebound. which means after sean rejected her she took me as a tool to recover from wat shes feeling. she wnated someone to pick her up. but from the start sean didnt say he didnt wan her. of cuz during when they just broke up. he didnt rejected her. But only later on he did. But she didnt realize dat she was taking me as a rebound. so it wasnt entirely her fault. she jsut didnt wanna accept the truth. Lolz. yup dats her alrite. cant accept the truth but dats wat makes her really cute. hahah.

Hmm i guess i did say sumthing wrong here dat inflicted much pain onto her. but i guess it doesnt matter. wat she do, wat she feel, wat she say, wat she think. is not my problem no more. cuz i'm not her ex. i wasnt together wif her before. i never did have anything wif her this whole year. lolz.
hmm...but anyhow she has always been the one hu took my heart away and never gave me back. but i noe i'm not worth it to have back my own heart. but however...she can hate me curse me do some black voodoo magic on me. i wouldnt careless. cuz i noe wat i have said. wat i ahve said before to her. i meant it. every single word. but she would treat it as tho its bullshity. fine by me. but like i said. i meant it.

This whole year have been a major depression and sorrow year. and it change me quite alot. i get angry fast. really fast. i dun seem to be my ownself like wat my frens told me. But people change dont they?.