Religion

In your faces SUper Hyper Duper religious bastards hu mind trick freethinkers like me to join ur pathetic cause.

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lolz....well gonna be busy these few days..next week finals. yea.. today dam depressed..actuaally starting last 2 days... been thinking of her alot ... thinking those stuff she said to me last time. and reading wat she said on the e-mail just made me think watever she said last time was lies. feeling fooled. but if u really ask me...i dunno how to answer. i dunno wat to answer. i still miss her. i still like her. i dun wanna be angry. i dun wanna love her either. i wanna stop. but its just so hard. when i thoguht i could move on. i cant stop thinking of her. maybe her frens, her cousin and EVEN HEr would say, i'm feeling hurt now its the same as when i do and said stuff dat hurt her last time when we're together. well its totally different. TO her it was just lies. i will say again. a rebound. me....after sean. she once said i'm special to her. lolz. i wanna stop believing those words. i do..i want to stop believing. but i have to accept the truth. how special she is to me? so special dat i would love her to the very end. how special is she to me now? very special dat i would still love and have her in my heart but don't wanna have to do anything wif her for now. how much i wanna hear her voice. how much i wanna see her in fornt of me. how much i wish those times were real. through wat i read ...erm..from her blog....seems dat shes doing fine. trying to forget about sean. but at the same time shes wanting sean to talk to her. "he told me..im always in his heart and all.but yet..he doesnt keep intouch wit me...well.maybe he forgot i actualyl exsist..or maybe..he just plain dun care...gosh...how stupid am i..he got over his ex for 9 months in 3 month??" yup...how much she wans sean to talk to her now.

oh and the best part..she even say "far away" was a normal love song to her now.haih...seems dat shes totaly forgot i existed..haha..like i said just now....i'm not special to her...those were lies. dats all now...going jia wei's house to watch movie.