The End or the Beginning?

We broke up. Well theres nothing i could do. She told me to respect her decision. So now i did. Even how much i wan her back how much i wish we could just be back to normal and forget everything else. But its her decision. I have to respect that. If shes happier that way, then i guess this is the way then.Shes feeling lost. Maybe shes not use to it. But i can see she'll be ok just a matter of time. forgets me. Sigh.

Its not her fault, probably my fault. For not able to make her fall in love with me. Hmm. And i'm still hoping that i could get her back. Is this a foolish attempt?

Ian is going back tmr. Sigh. Gonna miss my hairy gorilla. Hope hes fine After breaking up wif Yun zhen and all. Sigh. The story he told me was very, erm unbelievable. I mean, The monk is freaking ChUN! i Mean he noes Like Yunzhen's personal life without knowing her!. Thats freaky. Anyway maybe u guys could meet him and ask him for some lottery number since hes so good. Hes in penang by the way. Ian is coming back after 6 months. Probably thats when Tristo comes back. Yay.

Well we'll see how things goes then.

EVo..Dunno hus car is that. Dunno hus the fellow but i sat in his car =D

me and fattie Cheong. Dam cute rite his cheecks =D