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I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures i took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend
I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)
(And I think you should know this)

She wanna let go, I have to respect her decision. Theres nuthing i could do. Even though thats not my decision, thats not what i want, that this isnt the end. Really thought we could give it one more try. Forget everything. Start from the beginning. I would do this. I would.
But if she wants it that way, i'll have to respect her. If shes happier this way, then i'll have to accept it.

Maybe she really thought that we could give it a try one more time. But i think in the end shes jsut scared. Scared that it wouldnt work out. It wouldnt work out how she wants it to be. I don't know wat to say wat to think now. If i could give her more security, more assurance that it'll work out. This wouldnt be the end. Give me ur hands and we'll run forever. A line from a song "Stay With You".Nuthing i can say now. Don't know wat to say. Don't wanna think so much. Just Hope one day we'll really forget everything and start back where we left off.

Tonight probably going maisons wif johan. Gonna knock myself out. And destroy my liver. If i'm not online then i'm probably in the club now. Lawlz. Hmm. She wans to go clubbing. haih. Y does she keep saying i'm wasting my time,Shes wasting my time. I'm not. Shes not. Doesnt she noe she really do mean alot to me. It doesnt matter whether its good or bad. But i nvr in my life felt i've wasted my time or even think about it.

Oh fuck...not gonig maisons tonight-.- Potong steam sial. Tmr nite only Go...Cipe hai.