Japan here i datang!

Japan Here i come! Ka wa iii Komenaseeiiiii Yamateeeee gambattteee Kimochiii HITAI!

lolz...actually not excited about japan.. dunno y....argh... rawr...today and yesterday was fun...and soon...when my parents and the whole family EXCEPT ME...goes to singapore. freedom. yes. i can breath it already. mhmmm...

yesterday watch eragon. And its a fucknig dumb movie. fucking waste of money. I mean the story is ok...but not the best and not considered good. but average. But But...the dialog is fucking dumb. "Into the Sky, To Win or to Die!" wat kind of fuck line is dat. But oh well lets wait for the second part shall we.

Exams Over

Yea..Woohoo finals Over...finally.

just over yesterday. then at nite went out wif kevin and johan. lolz. We talked dam alot of crap. Talk about wat fuck up relationship we had this whole year. we went ac. Drank. Cheers on gurls hu uses us. haha. dam we're sad. well life is like dat. if we're too nice people step over us. So we should be evil mean. :) hehe.

then ohmy god my god mygod. yesterday after my final paper. i went and fetch this 2 hot chicks.agrhgrhargha...they're fucking hot. haha. one of them is Nikki. Amanda's cousin. and the other is her fren. so yea. lalala. i use to talk to nikki alot. before iw ent ns. lolz.then i came back lost contact. and now talking back again. Dammm shes so gorgeous.Shiiittt lah..

there...isnt she cute. hahha. dam ler yesterday she wearing her prom dress. Arrghhh... so goddess. djlsajl;ewkgf....2 chicks in my car. dam scsared dam nervous. my palms were sweating. i cant turn the streeing wheel properly-.-" fuck llah

today going out wif my peeps to see star wars convention :)... yes me and jia wei loves star wars. So everybody have to bare wif us and come and see the convention :)....wahaha now dats evil *evil laugh*

Everything began in March.

Rebound:
–verb (used without object)
1.
to bound or spring back from force of impact.
2.
to recover, as from ill health or discouragement.
3.
Basketball. to gain hold of rebounds: a forward who rebounds well off the offensive board. –verb (used with object)
4.
to cause to bound back; cast back.
5.
Basketball. to gain hold of (a rebound): The guard rebounded the ball in backcourt. –noun
6.
the act of rebounding; recoil.
7.
Basketball.
a.
a ball that bounces off the backboard or the rim of the basket.
b.
an instance of gaining hold of such a ball.
8.
Ice Hockey. a puck that bounces off the gear or person of a goalkeeper attempting to make a save. —Idiom
9.
on the rebound,
a.
after bouncing off the ground, a wall, etc.: He hit the ball on the rebound.
b.
after being rejected by another: She didn't really love him; she married him on the rebound.

the highlighted ones.
to recover from an illness or discouragement. in my situation. she would take me as a rebound. which means after sean rejected her she took me as a tool to recover from wat shes feeling. she wnated someone to pick her up. but from the start sean didnt say he didnt wan her. of cuz during when they just broke up. he didnt rejected her. But only later on he did. But she didnt realize dat she was taking me as a rebound. so it wasnt entirely her fault. she jsut didnt wanna accept the truth. Lolz. yup dats her alrite. cant accept the truth but dats wat makes her really cute. hahah.

Hmm i guess i did say sumthing wrong here dat inflicted much pain onto her. but i guess it doesnt matter. wat she do, wat she feel, wat she say, wat she think. is not my problem no more. cuz i'm not her ex. i wasnt together wif her before. i never did have anything wif her this whole year. lolz.
hmm...but anyhow she has always been the one hu took my heart away and never gave me back. but i noe i'm not worth it to have back my own heart. but however...she can hate me curse me do some black voodoo magic on me. i wouldnt careless. cuz i noe wat i have said. wat i ahve said before to her. i meant it. every single word. but she would treat it as tho its bullshity. fine by me. but like i said. i meant it.

This whole year have been a major depression and sorrow year. and it change me quite alot. i get angry fast. really fast. i dun seem to be my ownself like wat my frens told me. But people change dont they?.

Awesome Form of Target

So yea me and johan last night created this awesome form....to give out to people....like whenever u find a target. find a new gurl. So this form will be given out to them.

1.Name:
2.Gender: (if male ur questionaires stops here)
3.Age:
4.Status: Single/Married/Opposite of Single

5.Do u club:Yes/No
6.Do u drink:Yes/No
7.Do u dirty dance wif guys when ure drunk: Yes/No (if yes ur questionaire stops here)
8.Are u crazy about going clubbing: yes/No (if yes ur questionaires stops here)
9.Are u the only child: yes/No (if yes again ur questionaires stops here)
10.Do u hug or let other guys hold u when ur bf is near?: Yes/ No (if yes again ur questionaires stops here)
11.Have u been in a relationship before?: Yes/No
12.How many ex boyfrens u have:
13.Have u took some of them as a rebound before? Yes/No (if yes pls burn this paper)
14.Have u ever love 2 guys at a time?
15.Do u mean half of the things u said? yes/No
16.If yes how do u explain all gurls sometimes dont mean wat they said and forgets:
17.Would u believe ur boyfren or ur frens more: (not depending on situation...on overall)
18.Would u just simply walk away from ur boyfren: Yes/No
19. When people say sumthing about u. do u say stuff like u Don't noe me at all and dont judge me?: yes/No (if yes pls eat this piece of paper)
20. Are u from Stella maris? :P (ok this is pure random but i just hate stella maris ppl altho i was. i mean PUURE stella maris ppl :P:P:P- Randomnessss)

lolz...quite free loh yesterday..make such forms. then johan saw the gurl he liked in mcdonald. she got bf d. he dam upset. couldnt finish his burger. then i chill wif him until like 11 sumthing. and now i have to study history. and hopefully i dun fall asleep. If i do i wanna see her in my dreams.

Battle of the bands

Wednesday night went out to cyber wif min ern, ian and jia wei.. had fun. But ian gotta went back early. suxorz. then last night. friday night. me ian jia wei went to curve watch battle of the bands. fucking awesome. Theres this band called "Ben's bitches".. man their song lyrics are fucking funny. like "Aku suka Jolok", "Amber Chia" haha....funny guys. lots of chicks. saw puiyi there. actually no didnt see her there. but jia wei saw her. then i'm like finding for her. rawr. the hotness. and yea lots of hot chicks. but my eyes were all concentrated on to Zack Kim's guitar. Pgm. the one paul gilbert uses. argh...i wan dat guitar.

haih...i'm just another "yi hong" to her. ian ask me to kau and get a gurl which everything jennifer is not. a gurl hu is better than her. i told him i dun wanna get involve in a relationship d. i jsut got no confidence already. after wat she have done. i find everything fake. fake fake fake. fucking fake. no confidence to be in a relationship anymore. maybe i'm jsut scared they will just treat me as a rebound again. cheat me. haih. then ian say datts y u have to find good gurls. hu ask u to find gurls like her. then i continue eating my maggi mee.haha

and i payback. revenge on him. by saying Heyyy iAn isnt dat the gurl u say just now dam hot and u were checking out on her...dam loud while hes on the phone wif his gurlfren. whahakak.. but his gf also another cunning lingus fish steak. she wont let him hang out wif his frens at nite. everytime also when she call ask him go back..then he will go back. if he doesnt she gets angry. dats y i say gurls are just fucking troublesome single minded one way think selfish minds cunt face. maybe this time i jsut be a fucker hu get together wif a gurl just to fuck her lah. no strings attached. dun wanna get commited. since in the end they treat us back like shit. k good. i should do dat. made a deal wif johan. since he also agree...akaka...but too bad he got a target which hes commited. grrr...oh well...just wait for the right one. be holy like jia wei :D. Anyway last night, ian's gf kept calling him. then i kinda like got pissed wif ian. cuz y she dun let him hang out wif us. assss man. so he nvr pick up her phone. hahah....until she got jia wei's number. holy fuck how she got jia wei's number. hahah.. but jia wei smart...also nvr pick up. cuz we noe its yun zhen calling...akaka...then on the way back in the car ian call back gave excuse say he cant hear his phone calling XD...hahaha..owned. anyway...dats all chowz

Religion

In your faces SUper Hyper Duper religious bastards hu mind trick freethinkers like me to join ur pathetic cause.

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lolz....well gonna be busy these few days..next week finals. yea.. today dam depressed..actuaally starting last 2 days... been thinking of her alot ... thinking those stuff she said to me last time. and reading wat she said on the e-mail just made me think watever she said last time was lies. feeling fooled. but if u really ask me...i dunno how to answer. i dunno wat to answer. i still miss her. i still like her. i dun wanna be angry. i dun wanna love her either. i wanna stop. but its just so hard. when i thoguht i could move on. i cant stop thinking of her. maybe her frens, her cousin and EVEN HEr would say, i'm feeling hurt now its the same as when i do and said stuff dat hurt her last time when we're together. well its totally different. TO her it was just lies. i will say again. a rebound. me....after sean. she once said i'm special to her. lolz. i wanna stop believing those words. i do..i want to stop believing. but i have to accept the truth. how special she is to me? so special dat i would love her to the very end. how special is she to me now? very special dat i would still love and have her in my heart but don't wanna have to do anything wif her for now. how much i wanna hear her voice. how much i wanna see her in fornt of me. how much i wish those times were real. through wat i read ...erm..from her blog....seems dat shes doing fine. trying to forget about sean. but at the same time shes wanting sean to talk to her. "he told me..im always in his heart and all.but yet..he doesnt keep intouch wit me...well.maybe he forgot i actualyl exsist..or maybe..he just plain dun care...gosh...how stupid am i..he got over his ex for 9 months in 3 month??" yup...how much she wans sean to talk to her now.

oh and the best part..she even say "far away" was a normal love song to her now.haih...seems dat shes totaly forgot i existed..haha..like i said just now....i'm not special to her...those were lies. dats all now...going jia wei's house to watch movie.

Inventions

As you all noe. we all live in a modern world now. and each day new things are produce. and we call this inventions. invention invented by inventious mind people. these people are very creative, smart and also quite free. in other words they got nuthing better else to do. They dont work they dont do crime but they invent stuff. And most of these people are from japan. Lets take a look at their greatest inventions.

This is whre u put ur credit cards,sewing kits, scissors, money and everything from ur wallet. its kind a decoy thing to trick robbers and pick pockets. Cuz they wouldnt check ties. But they will strip u.

I dunno wat is this but its a vertigo soothing glasses. its just fashion. make u look cooler. let u have a bigger eyes. For japanese bigger eyes means cute rite? just look at their anime for example. anything big means NICE.

Now for this. its obviously for lazy fuckheads hu cant hold an umbrella. or poor lil ladies who didnt get any kind helping hand to hold an umbrella from men.

Our streets arent safe anymore. So many toxic gas. So use of one this. A Fresh Air Mask. Pure Oxygen straight from the plants itself.

Personal rain saver. just another invention to save water.

Now this is fucknig ugly. but i'm guessing its use to scare rapist and perverted wolves away.

This is specially for the ladies while ure eating ur noodles. Dont get ur hair dirty. or ur love ones wont go near u anymore. But i would. so call me *wink*

U got flu?. Just pull a tissue right from the top of ur head.


No cash to buy a lighter? Use the natural resource dat we have.

From left to Right:

-Sharp phone car charger

-Special toothbrush that you suppose to press a wonderfull button while brushing, then you will notice dat u will need not go to see a dentist anymore. So i urge all kids hu hate going to the dentist. To buy this.

-Toothbrush refill kit

-Special Comb that will make u lose less hair in a day and in the same time will let u grow more hair. I wouldnt buy it and use it. Scare later i might look like a Bear below and scare all the chicks away.

-Donald Duck Cup :)

Dont have an I-pod? nvm present to u I - Swing

I- Cock

I- BooB

I- Butt

Deep and Meaningless

I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me

If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

Busy Eyes Broken Heart

Yesterday was a good prom. I think. Its in Q-bar. well not many people. so it was not really dat happening. And quite boring instead. But not until our lil good local band came along. Disagree. Yup. Dam their live performances are like fucking good compare to other bands i saw in KL jam Asia in hartamas. And of cuz....daayuummm dawg....the gurls were hot. haha. Busy eyes. :D. Cheryl is dam hot. haha. and natalie... mhhm mhmm...dam BuBu. U lucky guy. German chicks are just so hard to resist. took pictures with them. But now i dont have it with me. I need to ask them send it to me yeap. taking pictures with them just make my day. I'm so honored to stand next to theses goddess. :D. I'll post cheryl's picture here later. Need to get those pictures from here. And later Sean u will see and u will slowly regret for not coming. Cheryl was just puuuurrrfect :D. Too bad for sean :). Overall the prom was fun. not bad i guess. lots of laughter. and eyes were dam busy.

But however not so busy when i went maison wif hann. mhmm...shhiiat dawwg. Maison was overcrowded yea. overcrowded. but the good thing is. The percentage of bumping and passing thru a really hot chick is dam high. and i see lots of college frens there. Me and Alex were very busy drinking and walknig around scooping for chicks. yea drinking. JD wif coke. i like it. U noe y?u noe y?. cuz i taste coke more than the JD itself :P. dats y i like it. hehe. Then ordered redbull vodka. mhmm. dats the bomb. didnt drink much cuz i'm driving. until now I have nvr been drunk. So i dunno my limits. so better not drink so much :)Hann couldnt join us cuz he had to bring in his frens into the club. Well U noe ler ..hann so many contacts. a powerful man wif a powerful car :D. haha. So yea me and alex walking around. i saw lots of couples. Hmm are they really couples? or just random people trying to get funkay. anyway reminds me of me and jenn during the merdeka thing in hartamas. In breakers. So yea. but useless thinking back those old times heh. She wont possible come back to me. lolz. but nvm its ok. at elast me and jae seung were dancing wif chicks there. haha. hu cares if u cant dance. its a club. just bounce around will do :D. but dayummm. dat chick me and jae seung was dancing wif..is H-O-T. like hot stuff. sizzling hot. So yea dam tired today. Dam sleepy. Pictures i'll post it the next time i update it. Until then.

To Someone who i love so much.

Seindah tiada lagi kau ku ingatkan
Sayang kau hilang
Menanti biar sampai akhir hayat ku di dunia ini
Kau tahu bertapa ku sayang padamu
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
Hanya takdir menentukan ia
Oh belaian jiwa
Oh angin, sampaikan lagu ku padanya
yang sedih pilu
Terimalah lagu ku jadi teman hidup mu
Untuk selamanya
Kau tahu bertapa ku sayang padamu
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
Hanya takdir
Menentukan ia
Oh belaian jiwa

Lies~

Hmm...yea..i'm angry...so wat?...all this while i thought...altho i noe she loves sean but when we're together....its all lies...shes deceiving those times. its all god dam fucking lies. i'm just a dick rebound asshole mutha fuck. i ask her before...beore we got together...if shes talking me a rebound she say no. Fine i believe her. Now..har har...different story d. and its part of my fault?...hahah...wooohooo..yea...sorry for telling Liessss to her....disapppointing her....WHILE we were together which i thoghut was real. but its not huh. hahah...fuck this lah...yea altho at the same time i'm happy dat she finally noes wat she wan. haih....she thought i backstabed her?..hhahaa...screw it lah....i nvr even tell wat happen to my closest frens. only people i told is...ermm...wai xiang...cheryl i think-.-...and sean?...wait did i tell sean-.-...shit cant remember....even jia wei weiyang also i nvr tell them...even ian...cuz i dun wan my really really close frens to say anything bad about her...cuz it mgiht hurt me..or maybe cause a fight...between us...and she thinks i backstab her....haiyah..screw it...watever she thinks non of my businesss...i cant love her anymore....but i dun hate her at the same time now...she was jsut confused..that all this stuff happenned....from the start my frens have been saying stuff about her...but i nvr listen...cuz i was so in love wif her...dat watever she do is always right. but....i'm just taking for granted?...is dat the word...maybe its a lil bit too harsh...a rebound. guess all this long....wat we had....was all lies...an illusion....guess i've also been lieing to myself...cant love her anymore...but it doesnt matter to her huh...if i lvoe or dont love....its not like i can bring her back to my life anymore...well yea...its my fault all along also i guess....if i didnt fall in love wif her...this wouldnt happen...if i didnt confront her telling her dat i love her...this wouldnt happen....she and sean would be happily together.sigh...

oh last nite went out wif iann and gang...went cyber-.- play until 2.00 this morning..haha...and now is 12.50...in the afternoon...:]....shit dog...jia wei is getting good in DoW...rawrr..i suc-.-...

Usefull knowledge

woo..finally....finish all my projects d...for this week at least-.-.. sigh...next week got quiz and history test...haih..no time to sleep somemore...somemore i'm broke-.-. Used my last money to buy ciggrates. aiks. now my wallet got erm. 13 cents. dunno where i got the 3 cents from. anyway...i noe how to put pictures d but today i wont pictures i will put some "important" information for all ladies. :). i wont say hu send this little "information" to me cuz its kinda private :]..hehe...learn a lil bit of knowledge....so anyway...check it out. and lastly, dont read it if ure under 18. :)









yea a bit random here....but just look at this....funny rite...i mean just stare at his face for 30 seconds....or maybe more...i'm sure u will laugh







12 Orgasm Tips


1. Work on your pelvic floor muscles


Prepare for multitudes of earth-shattering orgasms by whipping your PC muscles into shape. To know what and where they are, next time you're on the loo, try stopping yourself peeing mid-flow. The muscles you clench up to stop yourself urinating are the PC muscles. The best bit about getting them fit and healthy is that you don't need to don footless tights and haul yourself to the gym – you can exercise them by clenching and unclenching them several times during a day. Spend a couple of weeks 'working out' and you'll find yourself having more, and better, orgasms





2. Relax


It sounds obvious, but you're unlikely to have a great orgasm if you're tense or stressed out. Light candles, have a bath, or go for a tension-busting walk and your chances of reaching orgasm are instantly increased. Just remember to avoid alcohol, which can numb the nerve endings in your vagina and make orgasm more difficult





3. Give your man a helping hand


Give yourself an orgasm head start by masturbating before you have sex. Some women find their pubic mound, nipples or inner thigh particularly sensitive... explore your own body and work out what works for you. Stroke, rub and caress yourself for a few minutes before your partner does and prepare for the Big O!





4. Get on top An oldie but a goodie!


Straddling your man means that you can take control of how fast, slow, or deep you want it, and watching him watch you can be a real turn-on as well. Position yourself on top of him and wiggle around a little so that your clitoris is in direct contact with his body, and try rotating your hips in slow circles to achieve an amazing orgasm





5. Have sex during your period ( WTF?!?!?!!!!oneone!!1111!1!!@1one!!)


If you feel the yuck-factor is too high on this one, wait until your menstrual flow is at its lowest – towards the end of your period – to minimise the 'I've been shot where it hurts' look for your bloke. All the abdominal muscles and nerve endings are at their most sensitive during your period, which can make for some pretty explosive orgasms. And as a bonus, sex is a sure-fire painkiller if you're prone to nasty cramps





6. Try a variation on the doggy position


If he's especially well-endowed, try lying face down on a firm surface and have him enter you from behind. If you raise your hips a fraction and slip either yours, or his hand in underneath your body, you (or he) can stimulate your clitoris at the same time. This variation on doggy-style combines pressure from the front and the back and it feels pretty damn good!





7. Use lubricant


Sex can sometimes be less comfortable or enjoyable when your vagina is dry. This can happen at the beginning or end of your cycle, or if you've just removed a tampon to have sex. However, a touch of dryness can be easily remedied with one of the many lubrication products available on the market. Lube is also a great orgasm aid – a drop or two applied to the vaginal entrance will make sex more sensual for both or you, and with a bit of luck, more orgasmic





8. Try using a vibrator


Use a vibrator either on your own or with your partner – to achieve orgasm. Have your bloke sit on his knees (so that he can balance) and penetrate you while simultaneously stimulating your clitoris with a vibrator. It feels amazing...





9. Indulge in some oral pleasure


Most men don't need any encouragement to head downstairs - oral sex can be just as pleasurable for the man performing it as it is for the women receiving it. Encourage your bloke to gently lick, suck or nibble on your clitoris – whatever feels great – and then ask him to insert one or two fingers into your vagina so that he can stroke the very sensitive inner wall (where the g-spot is often located). Some women also find that having their perineum licked or a short-nailed finger inserted into their anus results in great orgasms





10. Invest in some adult entertainment


Ask a female staff member at your closest sex store to recommend a film that is especially erotic for women, and try watching it with your partner. You'll soon stop feeling freaked out at the sight of other people getting it on, and start encouraging your bloke to replicate some of the moves you're seeing on screen. Orgasms... here we come!





11. The modified missionary position


You don't need any fancy equipment for this orgasm booster... Lie on your back and put your legs over your partner's shoulders. Lifting your legs like this allows for easier clitoral contact and is also a goodie for stimulation of the g-spot. This position is practically orgasm-guaranteed





12. Stop worrying!


Many women fear that they are taking too long to orgasm or that their blokes get bored of the repetitive motions that are sometimes required for a woman to come. The more you fret, the more likely you are to fake... and that's not good for anybody. Enjoy all the sensations of sex and don't be concerned if you don't always orgasm – sex can be just as pleasurable for both parties without orgasms





So yea...here are good tips for intimate couples....yep yep....to have a really good pleasuring time for both sides :) :).... this isnt a porn site...its just good knowledge.. :)...tee hee tee hee

Depressing Emoing Day

This Time, This Place
Misused, Mistakes,
Too long, Too Late,
Who was I to make you wait,
Just one chance,
Just one Breath,
Just in case there's just one left
Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you,
I have love you all along,
And i Miss you,
Been far away for far too long,
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
i don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know,
you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go

hey donnie this is another part of the testi!!sorrie..not enuf charcter!!ehe...so..anwyays..u'll b in ns port dickson like this sunday..fer 3 whole months!!!shyt la!!!i freaking gonna miss u like hell!!!sigh...=(...i wan u to remeber this..to matter wut...no amtter how long and how far..u'll still b my number one aight..!!=)..smiles!!ehe..take care wen ure in ns!!ook..ahhh!!...i think u noe what song the lyrics from ryt..meant it though!!=Du take care aight...hope to c you before u leave...muaksss!!lurrrvee ya loads!!muakssss!!hugggiess!!~jen~06

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hmm....this is a testimonial i found in my profile. just now. she send it to me. Before i went ns. hmm, every single word in this song it just mean so much. some people might dun understand wats the lyrics about. But if u havent been into dat position u wont noe wat it actually meant.

the one i bold-ed on top there...yea...."no amtter how long and how far..u'll still b my number one aight..!!=).." hmm...she said dat. number one heh. how about sean? isnt he number one. since she have been saying this to me all this while when we were together. but i dont blame her. i dont blame her at all

i guess this website is right. http://www.intellectualwhores.com/ladderintro.html
i mean...in this website woman say stuff dat they dont mean it sometimes. haha

thinking wat billy said to me...she still likes me...but dont like my attitude...the anger management thing...Hmm. i thoguht when u love someone u would accept who they are. guess she dont really love me all along. lolz. my frens ask me if i still like her. yea i do. i really do.

she didnt go for the prom. 3 empty seats on her table. hmm...where could she go?...clubbing?hartamas? ac?

Anyway...sorry for today's post...very emo...i'm trying to make this blog interesting....still fidning ways to put musics...and soon i'll be writting comments about alot of other stuff..movies...and create some shitty stuff...yea...it willb e ineteresting i guarantee :)....and also learning how to put pictures-.-

A Big Load has been taken off my Chest

aahh.. at last just finished my history book review. its 6.23 now. haha took me 5 hours to finish. -_-. wanna noe wats the book about? i write it down here till 7 pages BUT since its too lnog and u'll get bored out of it...i wont. but seriously tis a dam boring book. about politics. The Prince by Nicolo Michiavelli.

going to go gym later. johan keep asking me to go this whole week d. i told him i'm busy. 1st grandma hospital then after dat need to finish all this last minute projects. sigh. gonna meet up wif him at 7.30.

last month nvr go gym the whole month. the puasa month. Now going back to gym i feel so weaakk. Body achings. sigh. Must make myself strong strong abit.then next time can really wack those people hu are bigger size than me. =)

Plus i need to dota also. rawr. yesterday dota wif sean. sean didnt host. dam sean u feed when u lag. :P. and i gotta find nicer templates. mine is the same as sean's and xiang's-.-. must find ncier than them. =D. *giggle giggle*

but of cuz i didnt just do work today. After so long i touched my guitar again. Since since i left my dam amp in weiyang's house-_-. very lazy to take it back.so dam blardy big. and heavy. learned how to play lips of an angel today. yea. can play whole song d. except solo. solo didnt learn. i wanna jam badly. rawr~sean promise me we will jam after his exams :( i wonder when he will fulfill my dreams :(..and jia wei still ahvent find me a singer :( weiyang...U MUTHA FUCKING CUNT,...i HAteee UuuUuuUuU....u DICK insulter!....ass-ness...Grrr Roar...dun make me do things to yvonne =D....

hmm actually today i really felt like calling her talk to her. but i guess the same thing would happen again. i mean she wont talk to me. but oh well haha shes having a good time now.

Am i being used? i mean when we were together. does she just wanna make sean jealous. Hmm..i'm starting to wonder. but now sean told me he dun wanna have anything to do wif her anymore. yea i should too. its like one minute she say she misses me..other minutes she talks about hsiang other minute she say she misses sean... haha..shes quite confused and unstable. He say shes fake? i dun really understand wat dat means. haha...but i'll just play along...akaka..:P...just kidding...i understand. but anyway for now next week gonna be relaxing for me now. no more history project..Woohoo..~

Boring Day

So now second post and still trying to find ways to shove songs into this perfectly design blog. But still i have to divide my time to play dota and my new sexy game, Dawn of War Dark Crusade. and also most importantly do my history book project -_-. which is due on monday. Sigh crap. I'm so screwed I have no idea wat to write on this assignment. Teacher ask us to Read King Henry the 8th book and do a review for it

Like i will go and read the dam book. stupid book. All i noe about king Henry is dat he has lots of wife and is related to some religious christian thing i think-.- and oh yah fought wif the pope in rome or italy. -_- watever my history. I sleep in classes.

Y must it be King Henry. Y not Alexander The great? i would say hes a gay whore who is gaying wif his lil gay asistant. Not so great after all. hmm.

i went ou. Saw her in watson. Wif jonz. lolz..u noe wat..it doesnt matter if i'm sad or heart broken now. It doesnt matter already. As long she finds her happiness. Its hard to see someone u love when u cant be with them. i guess she will understand dat too. It goes same for her towards sean. Yea.

Thats all for today now.

Hey New blog

Since everybody has a blogspot. i shall create one so that i'm not a social outcast :)
ok erm i'm starting to get use to this now. gimme some time and i'll make this blog nicer :). More yeng. yea.