Saturday, March 31, 2007

Tired

Aahh.

No pictures again. Nothing nice to take. Yesterday after seeing nikki in ac, went off to ou with Jia wei and eugitta. Hes bald.Back from Ns =D. We watched Mr.Bean. haha. Retarded wei>.< But dam funny ler. Rowan Atkinson dam good actor.

Then after that went home. Then waited for Ian to fetch me to go ac :) .
hes going back on 9th of april. sigh..

Anyway, hope my fren having his depression problems ok now. I hope he don't do something crazy. Like the last time. =/. Sigh. Maybe going out wif noah now. Then i shall see if i can get any nice pictures any post here later k. =D be right back then~

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Let Love In

Whole day i've been listening to this song "Let love In - Goo Goo Dolls". awesome song. love this band. First time i ever heard of this band and their songs, was recomendation from weiyang. =D hes a goo goo fan. Oh i remember watching their last concert Dvd in his house on his projected screen and sheep fur carpet. Yes Sheep fur. Soft. Furry. Sexay. Its quite nice to roll around dat carpet. Weiyang if you're reading this ure a gay fag, and u got owned by me. Noob. U aussie dickhead freak chicken feet cunning lingus person.

Anyway, I shall be really honest and straight forward. I wanna tell u all this but maybe it doesnt mean much to u guys but it mean alot to me. First of all i wanna say i'm sorry. No matter wat i'm telling u now, i hope u guys understand and support me. Now the truth is dat, and truth dat might hurt people, is dat, Today's post I wont be having any pictures on it =D. Wahaha. Got u guys suprised. Muahha. Suspense!?!?!?.. Yea ownage.

Anyway, yea no pictures cuz this week was my final exams week. Had my maths physics and tommorow my chemistry. So i was being a good student doing my part. studying and all. So no time to take pictures. =D.

Having quite a week now. I realise ppl are always selfish. Humans are selfish. Y do some individuals just love to judge other people when they themselves isnt perfect. But they do think they're perfect tho. Thats y they think they could judge other people. But not only judge, they would also backstab and spoils other good couple's relationship. They just have to put their fat bitching nose into everything.

ok lets chill now. Breath. Breath Breath. Mutha fucking suffering bitches. $#@^#&*#!%#6*censoreed*31~@%* *tooot**tooot*tooo*. -___-

As i was saying, This group of societies should be burn in hell. And one day they will get their karma. Yes. Every ehard of this song by justin Timberlake, What goes around comes around. Yea in ur faces!

Anyway back to studying, gonna update later

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Creed

"My Sacrifice"
Hello my friend,
we meet again
It's been awhile,
where should we begin?
Feels like forever
Within my heart are memories
Of perfect love that you gave to me
Oh, I remember

When you are with me, I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice

We've seen our share of ups and downs
Oh how quickly life can turn around
In an instant
It feels so good to reunite
Within yourself and within your mind
Let's find peace there

When you are with me, I'm free
I'm careless,I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice

I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello again

When you are with me I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
Cause when you are with me I am free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes

My sacrifice, My sacrifice

I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello again
My sacrifice.

Crrazy on Creed's songs now. Download Higher - Creed, With arms wide open - Creed. They Rocks the Socks

Friday, March 23, 2007

Budget Plan

Today is the 23rd of March and there is exactly 8 days more till i get my allowance. And i only left like, 50 cents in my wallet, i doubt it can buy me anything but just ice tea. Sigh, how am i gonna survive for 8 days with just 50 cents. I need a budget plan.

After listening to hitz dot Fm about their budget plan, i've came up a few budget plans combining theirs.


The Amazing Incredible Super Duper Hyper Luper Budget Plan! -created by Donovan. =D



  1. Don't eat in college


  2. If you have to eat, sit with a bunch of frens in the canteen or anywhere else like mamak, and take a lil bit of each fren whos eating.


  3. Borrow 20 or 10 cents from anybody u see in college, People wont ask u to repay them 10 cents, unless they're gay.


  4. If you're using prepaid, miss call people so they could call u back but in my case i dont use prepaid, this doesnt affect me =D


  5. If you do not have any cash to pay for transport to somewhere near like maybe, Asia Cafe or Sunway College, Consider walking. Its free!


  6. If its far, forget about it, u'll die walking.


  7. Sneak thru the back door of the cinema.


  8. If you smoke, and u dont have cash to buy ur own sticks, just simply "pau" from frens.


  9. Try to stay home, u wont spend any money there.


  10. If you play guitar, go to the street and play a few songs and earn a few coins


  11. Or u could take a radio, play "Mr. Bombastic" and dance in the street wearing and looking like him below!


Aren't I sexy? Mr.Bombastic! Mr.Fantastic!



Hehe...Duuhh..hehe....Weee~


Oh yea, Mr.Bean Holiday, came out yesterday. I wanna watch it badly but i ahve no cash. Wat do i do? Hmm.. think.. yes i noe sneak thru the back door. Nah, wont do dat, i'm not dat cheap =D. But yes i wanna watch. Rowan Atkinson is a fucking good actor. Hes the Best i ever seen, the one i admire most. Hes just so good that he could make a retarded face funny. *thumbs up*



*Shows the middle finger*



Annnywaaay, today i went ac, To see my dear. Nope, i didnt walk there this time. I took a bus =D. And i would say, malaysia's bus system have improved. =D. Now they have air con in the bus. How Cool is that!? Air Con Dude! Anyway its more colourful and prettier and cleanner. This was the 1st time i ever took a bus since, since, since, wait. i'm not sure if i have ever took a bus. Ok anyway, well i have a car and i normally drive and now due to few incidents happened, i dont get to use the car anymore. Well not anytime soon. Sigh. No cash, no car, no credit card, but got condo. Gurls are gonna laugh at me. How am i gonna survive wifout my car and cash?. sigh. I cant face the world like this, i'lll just cover my face everywhere i go now.


Embarrassment!

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Cashless

I''m getting poorer and poorer each day. I have no idea how i spent 50 bucks today which was suppose to last me until next week. Haih, being cashless just isnt a good thing for me. Cuz i would really feel lost and alone-_-. Sigh. Money is not everything But without money, thers nothing. Am i saying it correctly?. Oh well.

Went to college at nine today. Went up to the libray to borrow a few books. Erm ok. One Book. Then after that wanted to take taxi and off to sunway college but i had to be budget and shall not use so much money. So decided to walk from my college which is next to Summit and to Sunway college. Yea its far. It was a 20-30 minutes walk. Didnt mind walkin tho. Cuz of the satisfaction u get from not spending any cash. =D. annnd its not sunny,its windy.=D .

Then met wai xiang in college.He had to go for his class. So i took a visit at the student centre and played foos=D. the rods still stink like hell.Then went to some pan mee shop and ate there wif the rest of the people.

Cheryl got into an accident. yeap. Nuthing much. Just a minor. Erm major. headlights kinda got smashed. She was trying to take my name as the Sunway Drift King But unfortunately she failed. =/yeap. So picked up nikki at taylors and head off to piramid. we went ice skating =D. and i can say is that, its a waste of money..-_-. Drinks was around 10 bucks. Entry fee for me and dear was 22 plus 10 for gloves. 42 bucks-.-. this suck... Stupid ice skating thing. But i had a good time wif her=D. Ice skating. see Dear, u can skate ler, better than wai xiang =D. Wai xiang is just fat, so his center of gravity is low. The weight acting downwards on him will prevent him and increase the resistance to fall. So its cheating. =D But didnt mind being totaly cashless now. At least i spend time wif my gurl =].

So yea here are a few pictures,like i promised capturing wif my k800i phone *smiles proudly* =] and the bloggie being a bitch for uploading this pictures really slow. Grrrr.





Beers that the Machas were drinking. With straws.-.-.


Wai xiang trying to rape his drink there. Scooping and sucking. I think hes practicing to be gay =/




And for this, wai xiang just got an orgasm while drinking his chocolate drink.And cheryl was disgusted.



Wai xiang trying to prove hes retarded and me as a good fren keep convincing hes not.=/Sigh. Sometimes i just wanna help my retarded frens. =/


And lastly the book that will guarantee an A for my physics =D. Yes this book does many wonderful amazing thing. Look it even have a BIG A on its cover book. Thats wat i'm gonna get when i just simply touch the book

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Tonight We Dine in Hell !

Today, went ou watch 300 with noah and ian. Dam its a freaking awesome bossum movie. I'll give it 4 out of 5. Y is it missing one point? Cuz theres lots of scenes that are cut off. =/.

Spartans have the finest warriors. They fight half naked revealing off their nipples. No body armor. Well less armor, more mobile. agile =D Anyway, its a good movie and very gruesome too. Suggest everyone to watch it as soon as possible. Or maybe could get the dvd instead. Its uncensored *smiles*


Don't you think they look sad?=/ Immortals. They're ugly wicked men who knows no sympathy. They don't blink an eye when they kill people. In this movie, these immortals happen to be really ugly ass looking men. Like they have been tortured and burnt. And they come in thousands. Persians got quite a lot of ugly fucks dont they. Y must immortals look like shit. Y dont they have some pretty men in dat suit.


Persian King. Hes freaking tall and he stand in a gay position.

Anyway yea awesome movie. Worth ur time and money.
Was talking to my dear last night. Happy that she told me something now. Sharing stuff with me. She told me she hugged ah boy as his birthday present. Well its ok i guess. its just a friendly hug. Ah boy told her that he wans her to be his gf for one day. I mean yea hes crossed the line but thinking of different perspective. hes quite cham loh -_-. As long he noes hes limit its ok.

Sometimes i say something now,it just suddenly hit my head on something. Assurance. Maybe i'm just thinking too much. Take it slow, give her some time heh. As long she tells me shes right back in my arms.

Slow

Hmm,quite a depressing post lately. Oh but wait,ive started to blog again. This time i'll guarantee there will be pictures with my k800i phone =D. Everything seems to be okay now. Well, slowly at least.


Hmm, tomorrow actually is our 2nd month anniverassary. lolz. haha. hmm.. Shhh... =D...tmr monday rite?. Yea Shhhh =D. Wanna watch 300 badly but got lots of assignment. Ian better wake up now. Need to go buy tickets d. Nvm i shall spam his phone. I'll talk about mroe stuff later...now enjoy few of the reunion pictures me and my besties took and which i stole from their computer =D.


Akon's Night-everybody was crazy high. lets see hus in the picture. Me=D,fucking kit,jia wei,kazzy,alex,ka young,tristo,ming jin, and others i cant identiy.cant see their dam face. Ian is missing from the picture.



Our Amazing reunion night. Some different. A thing to remember. Ian is missing from the picture.




After all that drinking had to go mamak to drink limau ais. So dont get road block-.-. Ian is still missing from the picture. -_-
Theres still lots of fucking pictures. But tristo i think kena chopped in new zealand and forgot to send us the pictures. so yea =/











Saturday, March 17, 2007

Could we continue back where we left off?

-Love Will Come Through-

If I told you a secret
You won't tell a soul
Will you hold it and keep it alive
Cause it's burning a hole
And I can't get to sleep
And I can't live alone in this lie

So look up
Take it away
Don't look da-da-da- down the mountain

If the world isn't turning
Your heart won't return
Anyone, anything, anyhow

So take me don't leave me
Take me don't leave me
Baby, love will come through it's just waiting for you

Well I stand at the crossroads
Of highroads and lowroads
And I got a feeling it's right

If it's real what I'm feeling
There's no make
believing
The sound of the wings of the flight of a dove

Take it away
Don't look da-da-da down the mountain
If the world isn't turning
Your heart won't return anyone anything anyhow...

So take me don't leave me
Take me don't leave me
Baby, love will come through it's just waiting for you

So look up
Take it away
Don't look da-da-da- down

If the world isn't turning
Your heart won't return anyone anything anyhow...

So take me don't leave me
Take me don't leave me
Baby, love will come through it's just waiting for you

Love will come through
Love will come through
Love will come through


Confusing whether ure like me, confusing whether u still wanna be with me. Take ur time, Slowly think, Just hope we could continue back where we left off.

Slipping Away

Seems that shes slipping away from me,
shes afraid to hurt me,
she thinks shes not worth it,
shes pushing all the blame to herself,
Shes losing her confidence,

Baby, dont think this way,
Be confident,
This is not ur fault,
Ure the best thing ever happen to me,
I'm lucky that i have met u,
i am lucky to be with you,
u showed me light when i'm in the dark,
Baby,be confident,dont think this way

We could give it another shot,
I noe ure confused,
confusion tend to happen,
we could work this out,
Dont say a word,
a hug will do,

Stop it, Stop saying Sorry,
its my fault for being a jerk,
its my fault to confront him,
tell me you still wanna do this,
we could work this out,

Are u afraid dat we dont last?
or are u afraid u'll hurt me?
or maybe both,
U wont hurt me if we slowly take our relationship.
but seems that i'm hurting u now.
I'm really sorry.

Guess i'm just the jerks out there,
hu doesnt give spaces to u,
doesnt worth it be with,
If i told u, i wouldnt confront them,
would u believe?
or maybe its just some empty words,
i mean wat i said,
Sorry. For everything..Everything...

Friday, March 16, 2007

Give me ur Hand, We'll walk this Road together

Fear of hurting me,
Fear of doing the same as my ex did,
Fear that ure not worth it,
Fear of hurting ppl the way ppl hurt u before,
Fear of being treaten good,
Thats what ure afraid off,

I'll tell you,
Dont be afraid to hurt me,
ure not the same as my ex,
dont compare i tell you,
dont think ure not worth it,

You wont hurt me if we take it slow,
Let our feelings grow,
Then U wouldnt be afraid to hurt me,
cuz u noe u wont be like my ex,

Trust urself,
Trust me,
Trust us,
Give me your hand,
We'll walk this bumpy road together,

Faith is what u need,
Security is what you want,
Trust urself you're able to walk this road with me,
Trust urself you wont hurt me,
Trust urself, give some faith on it
Give some time to trust urself and this relationship we're having,









Pudding Love

It was going so well, then something seems to be not right,
we were growing further and further away,
I noe ure confused but i act as tho i didnt know,
Space is what you need and what i'm giving to u,

Maybe i'm not good enough for u,
maybe u deserve someone better,
the fact dat u keep in touch with him now bothers me,
I'm afraid i'll lose you,
afraid to lose you one day,
afraid you wont return back to my arms,

Someone told me before,
if u hold on too tight,u'll strangle em
if u hold on too loose, they'll escape,
You have to hold on perfectly,

I dont want to end this,
This is just the ups and downs we're facing,
it won't break us apart easily,
Don't give up easily,
nothing could stop us,

Do i still have feelings for you?
Do i still miss you?
Thats your question,
that remains in ur heart,

Space is what you need and what i'm giving to u,
but at the end i hope ure right back in my arms,
back to where we left off,
tell me you're mine,
tell me you won't be going anywhere,
only right here in my arms,

We'll take it slow,
You think ure not good enough for me,
Baby,Dont think that way,
Just give it a lil time,

Feelings grow in time,
Patience is virtue,
but end of the day,
i just wanna say i love u.

To: Pudding From:Kancil Chai