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Monday, November 27, 2006
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Lies~
Hmm...yea..i'm angry...so wat?...all this while i thought...altho i noe she loves sean but when we're together....its all lies...shes deceiving those times. its all god dam fucking lies. i'm just a dick rebound asshole mutha fuck. i ask her before...beore we got together...if shes talking me a rebound she say no. Fine i believe her. Now..har har...different story d. and its part of my fault?...hahah...wooohooo..yea...sorry for telling Liessss to her....disapppointing her....WHILE we were together which i thoghut was real. but its not huh. hahah...fuck this lah...yea altho at the same time i'm happy dat she finally noes wat she wan. haih....she thought i backstabed her?..hhahaa...screw it lah....i nvr even tell wat happen to my closest frens. only people i told is...ermm...wai xiang...cheryl i think-.-...and sean?...wait did i tell sean-.-...shit cant remember....even jia wei weiyang also i nvr tell them...even ian...cuz i dun wan my really really close frens to say anything bad about her...cuz it mgiht hurt me..or maybe cause a fight...between us...and she thinks i backstab her....haiyah..screw it...watever she thinks non of my businesss...i cant love her anymore....but i dun hate her at the same time now...she was jsut confused..that all this stuff happenned....from the start my frens have been saying stuff about her...but i nvr listen...cuz i was so in love wif her...dat watever she do is always right. but....i'm just taking for granted?...is dat the word...maybe its a lil bit too harsh...a rebound. guess all this long....wat we had....was all lies...an illusion....guess i've also been lieing to myself...cant love her anymore...but it doesnt matter to her huh...if i lvoe or dont love....its not like i can bring her back to my life anymore...well yea...its my fault all along also i guess....if i didnt fall in love wif her...this wouldnt happen...if i didnt confront her telling her dat i love her...this wouldnt happen....she and sean would be happily together.sigh...
oh last nite went out wif iann and gang...went cyber-.- play until 2.00 this morning..haha...and now is 12.50...in the afternoon...:]....shit dog...jia wei is getting good in DoW...rawrr..i suc-.-...
oh last nite went out wif iann and gang...went cyber-.- play until 2.00 this morning..haha...and now is 12.50...in the afternoon...:]....shit dog...jia wei is getting good in DoW...rawrr..i suc-.-...
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Usefull knowledge
woo..finally....finish all my projects d...for this week at least-.-.. sigh...next week got quiz and history test...haih..no time to sleep somemore...somemore i'm broke-.-. Used my last money to buy ciggrates. aiks. now my wallet got erm. 13 cents. dunno where i got the 3 cents from. anyway...i noe how to put pictures d but today i wont pictures i will put some "important" information for all ladies. :). i wont say hu send this little "information" to me cuz its kinda private :]..hehe...learn a lil bit of knowledge....so anyway...check it out. and lastly, dont read it if ure under 18. :)
yea a bit random here....but just look at this....funny rite...i mean just stare at his face for 30 seconds....or maybe more...i'm sure u will laugh
12 Orgasm Tips
1. Work on your pelvic floor muscles
Prepare for multitudes of earth-shattering orgasms by whipping your PC muscles into shape. To know what and where they are, next time you're on the loo, try stopping yourself peeing mid-flow. The muscles you clench up to stop yourself urinating are the PC muscles. The best bit about getting them fit and healthy is that you don't need to don footless tights and haul yourself to the gym – you can exercise them by clenching and unclenching them several times during a day. Spend a couple of weeks 'working out' and you'll find yourself having more, and better, orgasms
2. Relax
It sounds obvious, but you're unlikely to have a great orgasm if you're tense or stressed out. Light candles, have a bath, or go for a tension-busting walk and your chances of reaching orgasm are instantly increased. Just remember to avoid alcohol, which can numb the nerve endings in your vagina and make orgasm more difficult
3. Give your man a helping hand
Give yourself an orgasm head start by masturbating before you have sex. Some women find their pubic mound, nipples or inner thigh particularly sensitive... explore your own body and work out what works for you. Stroke, rub and caress yourself for a few minutes before your partner does and prepare for the Big O!
4. Get on top An oldie but a goodie!
Straddling your man means that you can take control of how fast, slow, or deep you want it, and watching him watch you can be a real turn-on as well. Position yourself on top of him and wiggle around a little so that your clitoris is in direct contact with his body, and try rotating your hips in slow circles to achieve an amazing orgasm
5. Have sex during your period ( WTF?!?!?!!!!oneone!!1111!1!!@1one!!)
If you feel the yuck-factor is too high on this one, wait until your menstrual flow is at its lowest – towards the end of your period – to minimise the 'I've been shot where it hurts' look for your bloke. All the abdominal muscles and nerve endings are at their most sensitive during your period, which can make for some pretty explosive orgasms. And as a bonus, sex is a sure-fire painkiller if you're prone to nasty cramps
6. Try a variation on the doggy position
If he's especially well-endowed, try lying face down on a firm surface and have him enter you from behind. If you raise your hips a fraction and slip either yours, or his hand in underneath your body, you (or he) can stimulate your clitoris at the same time. This variation on doggy-style combines pressure from the front and the back and it feels pretty damn good!
7. Use lubricant
Sex can sometimes be less comfortable or enjoyable when your vagina is dry. This can happen at the beginning or end of your cycle, or if you've just removed a tampon to have sex. However, a touch of dryness can be easily remedied with one of the many lubrication products available on the market. Lube is also a great orgasm aid – a drop or two applied to the vaginal entrance will make sex more sensual for both or you, and with a bit of luck, more orgasmic
8. Try using a vibrator
Use a vibrator either on your own or with your partner – to achieve orgasm. Have your bloke sit on his knees (so that he can balance) and penetrate you while simultaneously stimulating your clitoris with a vibrator. It feels amazing...
9. Indulge in some oral pleasure
Most men don't need any encouragement to head downstairs - oral sex can be just as pleasurable for the man performing it as it is for the women receiving it. Encourage your bloke to gently lick, suck or nibble on your clitoris – whatever feels great – and then ask him to insert one or two fingers into your vagina so that he can stroke the very sensitive inner wall (where the g-spot is often located). Some women also find that having their perineum licked or a short-nailed finger inserted into their anus results in great orgasms
10. Invest in some adult entertainment
Ask a female staff member at your closest sex store to recommend a film that is especially erotic for women, and try watching it with your partner. You'll soon stop feeling freaked out at the sight of other people getting it on, and start encouraging your bloke to replicate some of the moves you're seeing on screen. Orgasms... here we come!
11. The modified missionary position
You don't need any fancy equipment for this orgasm booster... Lie on your back and put your legs over your partner's shoulders. Lifting your legs like this allows for easier clitoral contact and is also a goodie for stimulation of the g-spot. This position is practically orgasm-guaranteed
12. Stop worrying!
Many women fear that they are taking too long to orgasm or that their blokes get bored of the repetitive motions that are sometimes required for a woman to come. The more you fret, the more likely you are to fake... and that's not good for anybody. Enjoy all the sensations of sex and don't be concerned if you don't always orgasm – sex can be just as pleasurable for both parties without orgasms
So yea...here are good tips for intimate couples....yep yep....to have a really good pleasuring time for both sides :) :).... this isnt a porn site...its just good knowledge.. :)...tee hee tee hee
yea a bit random here....but just look at this....funny rite...i mean just stare at his face for 30 seconds....or maybe more...i'm sure u will laugh
12 Orgasm Tips
1. Work on your pelvic floor muscles
Prepare for multitudes of earth-shattering orgasms by whipping your PC muscles into shape. To know what and where they are, next time you're on the loo, try stopping yourself peeing mid-flow. The muscles you clench up to stop yourself urinating are the PC muscles. The best bit about getting them fit and healthy is that you don't need to don footless tights and haul yourself to the gym – you can exercise them by clenching and unclenching them several times during a day. Spend a couple of weeks 'working out' and you'll find yourself having more, and better, orgasms
2. Relax
It sounds obvious, but you're unlikely to have a great orgasm if you're tense or stressed out. Light candles, have a bath, or go for a tension-busting walk and your chances of reaching orgasm are instantly increased. Just remember to avoid alcohol, which can numb the nerve endings in your vagina and make orgasm more difficult
3. Give your man a helping hand
Give yourself an orgasm head start by masturbating before you have sex. Some women find their pubic mound, nipples or inner thigh particularly sensitive... explore your own body and work out what works for you. Stroke, rub and caress yourself for a few minutes before your partner does and prepare for the Big O!
4. Get on top An oldie but a goodie!
Straddling your man means that you can take control of how fast, slow, or deep you want it, and watching him watch you can be a real turn-on as well. Position yourself on top of him and wiggle around a little so that your clitoris is in direct contact with his body, and try rotating your hips in slow circles to achieve an amazing orgasm
5. Have sex during your period ( WTF?!?!?!!!!oneone!!1111!1!!@1one!!)
If you feel the yuck-factor is too high on this one, wait until your menstrual flow is at its lowest – towards the end of your period – to minimise the 'I've been shot where it hurts' look for your bloke. All the abdominal muscles and nerve endings are at their most sensitive during your period, which can make for some pretty explosive orgasms. And as a bonus, sex is a sure-fire painkiller if you're prone to nasty cramps
6. Try a variation on the doggy position
If he's especially well-endowed, try lying face down on a firm surface and have him enter you from behind. If you raise your hips a fraction and slip either yours, or his hand in underneath your body, you (or he) can stimulate your clitoris at the same time. This variation on doggy-style combines pressure from the front and the back and it feels pretty damn good!
7. Use lubricant
Sex can sometimes be less comfortable or enjoyable when your vagina is dry. This can happen at the beginning or end of your cycle, or if you've just removed a tampon to have sex. However, a touch of dryness can be easily remedied with one of the many lubrication products available on the market. Lube is also a great orgasm aid – a drop or two applied to the vaginal entrance will make sex more sensual for both or you, and with a bit of luck, more orgasmic
8. Try using a vibrator
Use a vibrator either on your own or with your partner – to achieve orgasm. Have your bloke sit on his knees (so that he can balance) and penetrate you while simultaneously stimulating your clitoris with a vibrator. It feels amazing...
9. Indulge in some oral pleasure
Most men don't need any encouragement to head downstairs - oral sex can be just as pleasurable for the man performing it as it is for the women receiving it. Encourage your bloke to gently lick, suck or nibble on your clitoris – whatever feels great – and then ask him to insert one or two fingers into your vagina so that he can stroke the very sensitive inner wall (where the g-spot is often located). Some women also find that having their perineum licked or a short-nailed finger inserted into their anus results in great orgasms
10. Invest in some adult entertainment
Ask a female staff member at your closest sex store to recommend a film that is especially erotic for women, and try watching it with your partner. You'll soon stop feeling freaked out at the sight of other people getting it on, and start encouraging your bloke to replicate some of the moves you're seeing on screen. Orgasms... here we come!
11. The modified missionary position
You don't need any fancy equipment for this orgasm booster... Lie on your back and put your legs over your partner's shoulders. Lifting your legs like this allows for easier clitoral contact and is also a goodie for stimulation of the g-spot. This position is practically orgasm-guaranteed
12. Stop worrying!
Many women fear that they are taking too long to orgasm or that their blokes get bored of the repetitive motions that are sometimes required for a woman to come. The more you fret, the more likely you are to fake... and that's not good for anybody. Enjoy all the sensations of sex and don't be concerned if you don't always orgasm – sex can be just as pleasurable for both parties without orgasms
So yea...here are good tips for intimate couples....yep yep....to have a really good pleasuring time for both sides :) :).... this isnt a porn site...its just good knowledge.. :)...tee hee tee hee
Monday, November 20, 2006
Depressing Emoing Day
This Time, This Place
Misused, Mistakes,
Too long, Too Late,
Who was I to make you wait,
Just one chance,
Just one Breath,
Just in case there's just one left
Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you,
I have love you all along,
And i Miss you,
Been far away for far too long,
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
i don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know,
you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
hey donnie this is another part of the testi!!sorrie..not enuf charcter!!ehe...so..anwyays..u'll b in ns port dickson like this sunday..fer 3 whole months!!!shyt la!!!i freaking gonna miss u like hell!!!sigh...=(...i wan u to remeber this..to matter wut...no amtter how long and how far..u'll still b my number one aight..!!=)..smiles!!ehe..take care wen ure in ns!!ook..ahhh!!...i think u noe what song the lyrics from ryt..meant it though!!=Du take care aight...hope to c you before u leave...muaksss!!lurrrvee ya loads!!muakssss!!hugggiess!!~jen~06
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hmm....this is a testimonial i found in my profile. just now. she send it to me. Before i went ns. hmm, every single word in this song it just mean so much. some people might dun understand wats the lyrics about. But if u havent been into dat position u wont noe wat it actually meant.
the one i bold-ed on top there...yea...."no amtter how long and how far..u'll still b my number one aight..!!=).." hmm...she said dat. number one heh. how about sean? isnt he number one. since she have been saying this to me all this while when we were together. but i dont blame her. i dont blame her at all
i guess this website is right. http://www.intellectualwhores.com/ladderintro.html
i mean...in this website woman say stuff dat they dont mean it sometimes. haha
thinking wat billy said to me...she still likes me...but dont like my attitude...the anger management thing...Hmm. i thoguht when u love someone u would accept who they are. guess she dont really love me all along. lolz. my frens ask me if i still like her. yea i do. i really do.
she didnt go for the prom. 3 empty seats on her table. hmm...where could she go?...clubbing?hartamas? ac?
Anyway...sorry for today's post...very emo...i'm trying to make this blog interesting....still fidning ways to put musics...and soon i'll be writting comments about alot of other stuff..movies...and create some shitty stuff...yea...it willb e ineteresting i guarantee :)....and also learning how to put pictures-.-
Misused, Mistakes,
Too long, Too Late,
Who was I to make you wait,
Just one chance,
Just one Breath,
Just in case there's just one left
Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you,
I have love you all along,
And i Miss you,
Been far away for far too long,
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
i don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know,
you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
hey donnie this is another part of the testi!!sorrie..not enuf charcter!!ehe...so..anwyays..u'll b in ns port dickson like this sunday..fer 3 whole months!!!shyt la!!!i freaking gonna miss u like hell!!!sigh...=(...i wan u to remeber this..to matter wut...no amtter how long and how far..u'll still b my number one aight..!!=)..smiles!!ehe..take care wen ure in ns!!ook..ahhh!!...i think u noe what song the lyrics from ryt..meant it though!!=Du take care aight...hope to c you before u leave...muaksss!!lurrrvee ya loads!!muakssss!!hugggiess!!~jen~06
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hmm....this is a testimonial i found in my profile. just now. she send it to me. Before i went ns. hmm, every single word in this song it just mean so much. some people might dun understand wats the lyrics about. But if u havent been into dat position u wont noe wat it actually meant.
the one i bold-ed on top there...yea...."no amtter how long and how far..u'll still b my number one aight..!!=).." hmm...she said dat. number one heh. how about sean? isnt he number one. since she have been saying this to me all this while when we were together. but i dont blame her. i dont blame her at all
i guess this website is right. http://www.intellectualwhores.com/ladderintro.html
i mean...in this website woman say stuff dat they dont mean it sometimes. haha
thinking wat billy said to me...she still likes me...but dont like my attitude...the anger management thing...Hmm. i thoguht when u love someone u would accept who they are. guess she dont really love me all along. lolz. my frens ask me if i still like her. yea i do. i really do.
she didnt go for the prom. 3 empty seats on her table. hmm...where could she go?...clubbing?hartamas? ac?
Anyway...sorry for today's post...very emo...i'm trying to make this blog interesting....still fidning ways to put musics...and soon i'll be writting comments about alot of other stuff..movies...and create some shitty stuff...yea...it willb e ineteresting i guarantee :)....and also learning how to put pictures-.-
Sunday, November 19, 2006
A Big Load has been taken off my Chest
aahh.. at last just finished my history book review. its 6.23 now. haha took me 5 hours to finish. -_-. wanna noe wats the book about? i write it down here till 7 pages BUT since its too lnog and u'll get bored out of it...i wont. but seriously tis a dam boring book. about politics. The Prince by Nicolo Michiavelli.
going to go gym later. johan keep asking me to go this whole week d. i told him i'm busy. 1st grandma hospital then after dat need to finish all this last minute projects. sigh. gonna meet up wif him at 7.30.
last month nvr go gym the whole month. the puasa month. Now going back to gym i feel so weaakk. Body achings. sigh. Must make myself strong strong abit.then next time can really wack those people hu are bigger size than me. =)
Plus i need to dota also. rawr. yesterday dota wif sean. sean didnt host. dam sean u feed when u lag. :P. and i gotta find nicer templates. mine is the same as sean's and xiang's-.-. must find ncier than them. =D. *giggle giggle*
but of cuz i didnt just do work today. After so long i touched my guitar again. Since since i left my dam amp in weiyang's house-_-. very lazy to take it back.so dam blardy big. and heavy. learned how to play lips of an angel today. yea. can play whole song d. except solo. solo didnt learn. i wanna jam badly. rawr~sean promise me we will jam after his exams :( i wonder when he will fulfill my dreams :(..and jia wei still ahvent find me a singer :( weiyang...U MUTHA FUCKING CUNT,...i HAteee UuuUuuUuU....u DICK insulter!....ass-ness...Grrr Roar...dun make me do things to yvonne =D....
hmm actually today i really felt like calling her talk to her. but i guess the same thing would happen again. i mean she wont talk to me. but oh well haha shes having a good time now.
Am i being used? i mean when we were together. does she just wanna make sean jealous. Hmm..i'm starting to wonder. but now sean told me he dun wanna have anything to do wif her anymore. yea i should too. its like one minute she say she misses me..other minutes she talks about hsiang other minute she say she misses sean... haha..shes quite confused and unstable. He say shes fake? i dun really understand wat dat means. haha...but i'll just play along...akaka..:P...just kidding...i understand. but anyway for now next week gonna be relaxing for me now. no more history project..Woohoo..~
going to go gym later. johan keep asking me to go this whole week d. i told him i'm busy. 1st grandma hospital then after dat need to finish all this last minute projects. sigh. gonna meet up wif him at 7.30.
last month nvr go gym the whole month. the puasa month. Now going back to gym i feel so weaakk. Body achings. sigh. Must make myself strong strong abit.then next time can really wack those people hu are bigger size than me. =)
Plus i need to dota also. rawr. yesterday dota wif sean. sean didnt host. dam sean u feed when u lag. :P. and i gotta find nicer templates. mine is the same as sean's and xiang's-.-. must find ncier than them. =D. *giggle giggle*
but of cuz i didnt just do work today. After so long i touched my guitar again. Since since i left my dam amp in weiyang's house-_-. very lazy to take it back.so dam blardy big. and heavy. learned how to play lips of an angel today. yea. can play whole song d. except solo. solo didnt learn. i wanna jam badly. rawr~sean promise me we will jam after his exams :( i wonder when he will fulfill my dreams :(..and jia wei still ahvent find me a singer :( weiyang...U MUTHA FUCKING CUNT,...i HAteee UuuUuuUuU....u DICK insulter!....ass-ness...Grrr Roar...dun make me do things to yvonne =D....
hmm actually today i really felt like calling her talk to her. but i guess the same thing would happen again. i mean she wont talk to me. but oh well haha shes having a good time now.
Am i being used? i mean when we were together. does she just wanna make sean jealous. Hmm..i'm starting to wonder. but now sean told me he dun wanna have anything to do wif her anymore. yea i should too. its like one minute she say she misses me..other minutes she talks about hsiang other minute she say she misses sean... haha..shes quite confused and unstable. He say shes fake? i dun really understand wat dat means. haha...but i'll just play along...akaka..:P...just kidding...i understand. but anyway for now next week gonna be relaxing for me now. no more history project..Woohoo..~
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Boring Day
So now second post and still trying to find ways to shove songs into this perfectly design blog. But still i have to divide my time to play dota and my new sexy game, Dawn of War Dark Crusade. and also most importantly do my history book project -_-. which is due on monday. Sigh crap. I'm so screwed I have no idea wat to write on this assignment. Teacher ask us to Read King Henry the 8th book and do a review for it
Like i will go and read the dam book. stupid book. All i noe about king Henry is dat he has lots of wife and is related to some religious christian thing i think-.- and oh yah fought wif the pope in rome or italy. -_- watever my history. I sleep in classes.
Y must it be King Henry. Y not Alexander The great? i would say hes a gay whore who is gaying wif his lil gay asistant. Not so great after all. hmm.
i went ou. Saw her in watson. Wif jonz. lolz..u noe wat..it doesnt matter if i'm sad or heart broken now. It doesnt matter already. As long she finds her happiness. Its hard to see someone u love when u cant be with them. i guess she will understand dat too. It goes same for her towards sean. Yea.
Thats all for today now.
Like i will go and read the dam book. stupid book. All i noe about king Henry is dat he has lots of wife and is related to some religious christian thing i think-.- and oh yah fought wif the pope in rome or italy. -_- watever my history. I sleep in classes.
Y must it be King Henry. Y not Alexander The great? i would say hes a gay whore who is gaying wif his lil gay asistant. Not so great after all. hmm.
i went ou. Saw her in watson. Wif jonz. lolz..u noe wat..it doesnt matter if i'm sad or heart broken now. It doesnt matter already. As long she finds her happiness. Its hard to see someone u love when u cant be with them. i guess she will understand dat too. It goes same for her towards sean. Yea.
Thats all for today now.
Friday, November 17, 2006
Hey New blog
Since everybody has a blogspot. i shall create one so that i'm not a social outcast :)
ok erm i'm starting to get use to this now. gimme some time and i'll make this blog nicer :). More yeng. yea.
ok erm i'm starting to get use to this now. gimme some time and i'll make this blog nicer :). More yeng. yea.
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