Sunday, December 17, 2006

Japan here i datang!


Japan Here i come! Ka wa iii Komenaseeiiiii Yamateeeee gambattteee Kimochiii HITAI!

lolz...actually not excited about japan.. dunno y....argh... rawr...today and yesterday was fun...and soon...when my parents and the whole family EXCEPT ME...goes to singapore. freedom. yes. i can breath it already. mhmmm...

yesterday watch eragon. And its a fucknig dumb movie. fucking waste of money. I mean the story is ok...but not the best and not considered good. but average. But But...the dialog is fucking dumb. "Into the Sky, To Win or to Die!" wat kind of fuck line is dat. But oh well lets wait for the second part shall we.

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Exams Over

Yea..Woohoo finals Over...finally.


just over yesterday. then at nite went out wif kevin and johan. lolz. We talked dam alot of crap. Talk about wat fuck up relationship we had this whole year. we went ac. Drank. Cheers on gurls hu uses us. haha. dam we're sad. well life is like dat. if we're too nice people step over us. So we should be evil mean. :) hehe.


then ohmy god my god mygod. yesterday after my final paper. i went and fetch this 2 hot chicks.agrhgrhargha...they're fucking hot. haha. one of them is Nikki. Amanda's cousin. and the other is her fren. so yea. lalala. i use to talk to nikki alot. before iw ent ns. lolz.then i came back lost contact. and now talking back again. Dammm shes so gorgeous.Shiiittt lah..
there...isnt she cute. hahha. dam ler yesterday she wearing her prom dress. Arrghhh... so goddess. djlsajl;ewkgf....2 chicks in my car. dam scsared dam nervous. my palms were sweating. i cant turn the streeing wheel properly-.-" fuck llah
today going out wif my peeps to see star wars convention :)... yes me and jia wei loves star wars. So everybody have to bare wif us and come and see the convention :)....wahaha now dats evil *evil laugh*

Monday, December 11, 2006

Everything began in March.

Rebound:
–verb (used without object)
1.
to bound or spring back from force of impact.
2.
to recover, as from ill health or discouragement.
3.
Basketball. to gain hold of rebounds: a forward who rebounds well off the offensive board. –verb (used with object)
4.
to cause to bound back; cast back.
5.
Basketball. to gain hold of (a rebound): The guard rebounded the ball in backcourt. –noun
6.
the act of rebounding; recoil.
7.
Basketball.
a.
a ball that bounces off the backboard or the rim of the basket.
b.
an instance of gaining hold of such a ball.
8.
Ice Hockey. a puck that bounces off the gear or person of a goalkeeper attempting to make a save. —Idiom
9.
on the rebound,
a.
after bouncing off the ground, a wall, etc.: He hit the ball on the rebound.
b.
after being rejected by another: She didn't really love him; she married him on the rebound.

the highlighted ones.
to recover from an illness or discouragement. in my situation. she would take me as a rebound. which means after sean rejected her she took me as a tool to recover from wat shes feeling. she wnated someone to pick her up. but from the start sean didnt say he didnt wan her. of cuz during when they just broke up. he didnt rejected her. But only later on he did. But she didnt realize dat she was taking me as a rebound. so it wasnt entirely her fault. she jsut didnt wanna accept the truth. Lolz. yup dats her alrite. cant accept the truth but dats wat makes her really cute. hahah.

Hmm i guess i did say sumthing wrong here dat inflicted much pain onto her. but i guess it doesnt matter. wat she do, wat she feel, wat she say, wat she think. is not my problem no more. cuz i'm not her ex. i wasnt together wif her before. i never did have anything wif her this whole year. lolz.
hmm...but anyhow she has always been the one hu took my heart away and never gave me back. but i noe i'm not worth it to have back my own heart. but however...she can hate me curse me do some black voodoo magic on me. i wouldnt careless. cuz i noe wat i have said. wat i ahve said before to her. i meant it. every single word. but she would treat it as tho its bullshity. fine by me. but like i said. i meant it.

This whole year have been a major depression and sorrow year. and it change me quite alot. i get angry fast. really fast. i dun seem to be my ownself like wat my frens told me. But people change dont they?.

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Awesome Form of Target

So yea me and johan last night created this awesome form....to give out to people....like whenever u find a target. find a new gurl. So this form will be given out to them.

1.Name:
2.Gender: (if male ur questionaires stops here)
3.Age:
4.Status: Single/Married/Opposite of Single

5.Do u club:Yes/No
6.Do u drink:Yes/No
7.Do u dirty dance wif guys when ure drunk: Yes/No (if yes ur questionaire stops here)
8.Are u crazy about going clubbing: yes/No (if yes ur questionaires stops here)
9.Are u the only child: yes/No (if yes again ur questionaires stops here)
10.Do u hug or let other guys hold u when ur bf is near?: Yes/ No (if yes again ur questionaires stops here)
11.Have u been in a relationship before?: Yes/No
12.How many ex boyfrens u have:
13.Have u took some of them as a rebound before? Yes/No (if yes pls burn this paper)
14.Have u ever love 2 guys at a time?
15.Do u mean half of the things u said? yes/No
16.If yes how do u explain all gurls sometimes dont mean wat they said and forgets:
17.Would u believe ur boyfren or ur frens more: (not depending on situation...on overall)
18.Would u just simply walk away from ur boyfren: Yes/No
19. When people say sumthing about u. do u say stuff like u Don't noe me at all and dont judge me?: yes/No (if yes pls eat this piece of paper)
20. Are u from Stella maris? :P (ok this is pure random but i just hate stella maris ppl altho i was. i mean PUURE stella maris ppl :P:P:P- Randomnessss)

lolz...quite free loh yesterday..make such forms. then johan saw the gurl he liked in mcdonald. she got bf d. he dam upset. couldnt finish his burger. then i chill wif him until like 11 sumthing. and now i have to study history. and hopefully i dun fall asleep. If i do i wanna see her in my dreams.

Saturday, December 9, 2006

Battle of the bands

Wednesday night went out to cyber wif min ern, ian and jia wei.. had fun. But ian gotta went back early. suxorz. then last night. friday night. me ian jia wei went to curve watch battle of the bands. fucking awesome. Theres this band called "Ben's bitches".. man their song lyrics are fucking funny. like "Aku suka Jolok", "Amber Chia" haha....funny guys. lots of chicks. saw puiyi there. actually no didnt see her there. but jia wei saw her. then i'm like finding for her. rawr. the hotness. and yea lots of hot chicks. but my eyes were all concentrated on to Zack Kim's guitar. Pgm. the one paul gilbert uses. argh...i wan dat guitar.

haih...i'm just another "yi hong" to her. ian ask me to kau and get a gurl which everything jennifer is not. a gurl hu is better than her. i told him i dun wanna get involve in a relationship d. i jsut got no confidence already. after wat she have done. i find everything fake. fake fake fake. fucking fake. no confidence to be in a relationship anymore. maybe i'm jsut scared they will just treat me as a rebound again. cheat me. haih. then ian say datts y u have to find good gurls. hu ask u to find gurls like her. then i continue eating my maggi mee.haha

and i payback. revenge on him. by saying Heyyy iAn isnt dat the gurl u say just now dam hot and u were checking out on her...dam loud while hes on the phone wif his gurlfren. whahakak.. but his gf also another cunning lingus fish steak. she wont let him hang out wif his frens at nite. everytime also when she call ask him go back..then he will go back. if he doesnt she gets angry. dats y i say gurls are just fucking troublesome single minded one way think selfish minds cunt face. maybe this time i jsut be a fucker hu get together wif a gurl just to fuck her lah. no strings attached. dun wanna get commited. since in the end they treat us back like shit. k good. i should do dat. made a deal wif johan. since he also agree...akaka...but too bad he got a target which hes commited. grrr...oh well...just wait for the right one. be holy like jia wei :D. Anyway last night, ian's gf kept calling him. then i kinda like got pissed wif ian. cuz y she dun let him hang out wif us. assss man. so he nvr pick up her phone. hahah....until she got jia wei's number. holy fuck how she got jia wei's number. hahah.. but jia wei smart...also nvr pick up. cuz we noe its yun zhen calling...akaka...then on the way back in the car ian call back gave excuse say he cant hear his phone calling XD...hahaha..owned. anyway...dats all chowz

Thursday, December 7, 2006

Religion

In your faces SUper Hyper Duper religious bastards hu mind trick freethinkers like me to join ur pathetic cause.

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lolz....well gonna be busy these few days..next week finals. yea.. today dam depressed..actuaally starting last 2 days... been thinking of her alot ... thinking those stuff she said to me last time. and reading wat she said on the e-mail just made me think watever she said last time was lies. feeling fooled. but if u really ask me...i dunno how to answer. i dunno wat to answer. i still miss her. i still like her. i dun wanna be angry. i dun wanna love her either. i wanna stop. but its just so hard. when i thoguht i could move on. i cant stop thinking of her. maybe her frens, her cousin and EVEN HEr would say, i'm feeling hurt now its the same as when i do and said stuff dat hurt her last time when we're together. well its totally different. TO her it was just lies. i will say again. a rebound. me....after sean. she once said i'm special to her. lolz. i wanna stop believing those words. i do..i want to stop believing. but i have to accept the truth. how special she is to me? so special dat i would love her to the very end. how special is she to me now? very special dat i would still love and have her in my heart but don't wanna have to do anything wif her for now. how much i wanna hear her voice. how much i wanna see her in fornt of me. how much i wish those times were real. through wat i read ...erm..from her blog....seems dat shes doing fine. trying to forget about sean. but at the same time shes wanting sean to talk to her. "he told me..im always in his heart and all.but yet..he doesnt keep intouch wit me...well.maybe he forgot i actualyl exsist..or maybe..he just plain dun care...gosh...how stupid am i..he got over his ex for 9 months in 3 month??" yup...how much she wans sean to talk to her now.

oh and the best part..she even say "far away" was a normal love song to her now.haih...seems dat shes totaly forgot i existed..haha..like i said just now....i'm not special to her...those were lies. dats all now...going jia wei's house to watch movie.

Sunday, December 3, 2006

Inventions

As you all noe. we all live in a modern world now. and each day new things are produce. and we call this inventions. invention invented by inventious mind people. these people are very creative, smart and also quite free. in other words they got nuthing better else to do. They dont work they dont do crime but they invent stuff. And most of these people are from japan. Lets take a look at their greatest inventions.



This is whre u put ur credit cards,sewing kits, scissors, money and everything from ur wallet. its kind a decoy thing to trick robbers and pick pockets. Cuz they wouldnt check ties. But they will strip u.



I dunno wat is this but its a vertigo soothing glasses. its just fashion. make u look cooler. let u have a bigger eyes. For japanese bigger eyes means cute rite? just look at their anime for example. anything big means NICE.



Now for this. its obviously for lazy fuckheads hu cant hold an umbrella. or poor lil ladies who didnt get any kind helping hand to hold an umbrella from men.



Our streets arent safe anymore. So many toxic gas. So use of one this. A Fresh Air Mask. Pure Oxygen straight from the plants itself.


Personal rain saver. just another invention to save water.

Now this is fucknig ugly. but i'm guessing its use to scare rapist and perverted wolves away.

This is specially for the ladies while ure eating ur noodles. Dont get ur hair dirty. or ur love ones wont go near u anymore. But i would. so call me *wink*
U got flu?. Just pull a tissue right from the top of ur head.


No cash to buy a lighter? Use the natural resource dat we have.

From left to Right:
-Sharp phone car charger
-Special toothbrush that you suppose to press a wonderfull button while brushing, then you will notice dat u will need not go to see a dentist anymore. So i urge all kids hu hate going to the dentist. To buy this.
-Toothbrush refill kit
-Special Comb that will make u lose less hair in a day and in the same time will let u grow more hair. I wouldnt buy it and use it. Scare later i might look like a Bear below and scare all the chicks away.
-Donald Duck Cup :)


Dont have an I-pod? nvm present to u I - Swing


I- Cock


I- BooB


I- Butt

Saturday, December 2, 2006

Deep and Meaningless

I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me

If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

Friday, December 1, 2006

Busy Eyes Broken Heart

Yesterday was a good prom. I think. Its in Q-bar. well not many people. so it was not really dat happening. And quite boring instead. But not until our lil good local band came along. Disagree. Yup. Dam their live performances are like fucking good compare to other bands i saw in KL jam Asia in hartamas. And of cuz....daayuummm dawg....the gurls were hot. haha. Busy eyes. :D. Cheryl is dam hot. haha. and natalie... mhhm mhmm...dam BuBu. U lucky guy. German chicks are just so hard to resist. took pictures with them. But now i dont have it with me. I need to ask them send it to me yeap. taking pictures with them just make my day. I'm so honored to stand next to theses goddess. :D. I'll post cheryl's picture here later. Need to get those pictures from here. And later Sean u will see and u will slowly regret for not coming. Cheryl was just puuuurrrfect :D. Too bad for sean :). Overall the prom was fun. not bad i guess. lots of laughter. and eyes were dam busy.

But however not so busy when i went maison wif hann. mhmm...shhiiat dawwg. Maison was overcrowded yea. overcrowded. but the good thing is. The percentage of bumping and passing thru a really hot chick is dam high. and i see lots of college frens there. Me and Alex were very busy drinking and walknig around scooping for chicks. yea drinking. JD wif coke. i like it. U noe y?u noe y?. cuz i taste coke more than the JD itself :P. dats y i like it. hehe. Then ordered redbull vodka. mhmm. dats the bomb. didnt drink much cuz i'm driving. until now I have nvr been drunk. So i dunno my limits. so better not drink so much :)Hann couldnt join us cuz he had to bring in his frens into the club. Well U noe ler ..hann so many contacts. a powerful man wif a powerful car :D. haha. So yea me and alex walking around. i saw lots of couples. Hmm are they really couples? or just random people trying to get funkay. anyway reminds me of me and jenn during the merdeka thing in hartamas. In breakers. So yea. but useless thinking back those old times heh. She wont possible come back to me. lolz. but nvm its ok. at elast me and jae seung were dancing wif chicks there. haha. hu cares if u cant dance. its a club. just bounce around will do :D. but dayummm. dat chick me and jae seung was dancing wif..is H-O-T. like hot stuff. sizzling hot. So yea dam tired today. Dam sleepy. Pictures i'll post it the next time i update it. Until then.