Friday

Ok. Just woke up. Suddenly decided to blog. No pictures for yesterday =/ slept at 3 this morning. Should i say came back at 3. anyway lets start off friday morning class. Maths. Aahh. Frustrating. I need to get the textbook. Then physics. Hmm. Didnt listen to what mr.ayeman was teaching. I was finishing up the experiment report. Haih. Feel so useless and stupid now. Hmm.


Then after that i went ac in the afternoon after my class. Was waiting for kevin and benji and johan. But johan i think he went for prayers. Couldnt call them actually. Both my phones battery were dead. Lawlz. Feel dam dam dam dam so lost . Carrying two phones. Look so yeng but, Haih no battery. So oh well. Was thinking should i call her? should i see her. shes having her break during dat time. Was scared to see her. Scared. Scared i couldnt hold myself. Scared she don't wanna see me. Scared i'll miss her alot. So kept thinking if i should call her until, her break was over. then aahh...shit. Think too long. Went back at 4.30.


Went home sleep a while. Then 9.00 went out fetch kevin and off to ac. Theres foosball tournament. So went and see the pros play. I feel so..so....such a big fat loser. -_- then come to think about it. these people sure no life wan. Everyday foos non stop until geng. Then again kinda feel proud :].i have lifeee. then went down makan makan. then went back upstairs.


She msged me, ask me where am i and all. She was in taylors college Hall. It was taylors Night. Then she say she might be going clubbing after that. And a dude say shes his responsibility. lawlz. Go clubbing. He might get really tipsy and theres road block. Its dangerous. So i offered her a ride. Offered if theres anything she could call me. I'll fetch her home. So yea i did. Saw her. Didnt dare to look at her for long. Scared that i might miss her too much. But shes moving on now, Shes letting it go. So it doesnt matter. I'll just keep how i feel to myself. so yea shes safe and sound. And i'm glad. Well at least she had lots of fun there, i'm pretty sure. Dancing and all. After all the stress shes been having, one night to have fun and relax. Thats good. :) . So then went back to ac. it was 12 already. And where teh fuck is Vincent. We came all the way here to drink wif him and now hes late. haha

Then a while later he came, and chill a while up stairs and off to drinking session. We didnt have liquor tho. kinda dumb tho. We have money to buy 4 buckets of beer and theres 5 of us but dont have money to buy liquor bottle -.- I noe a place in hartamas sell cheap liquors-_-. but oh well beer will do. Gassy drink. Each bucket 6 tiger beers. 5 of us. We're drinking as tho we're drinking water. Then a few kakis came in brought chivas =D. but i didnt drink that. I'm driving =D. Aku ni citizen baik. Ku tak drink and drive. Then it started to rain dam heavy. I was all wet. Kevin and me-_- cuz we were sitting a lil bit outside. Benji really wanna get drunk during dat night. Keep shoving me with drinks. Downing every dam bottle. He drank until he loss lil bit of his balance. haha dam funny but hes not drunk yet tho. Just tipsy. And kevin, he drink until he cant hold his ciggrate >.<. Oh then, the whole day in AC, from afternoon i was there then later at night i came until i was drinking downstairs, until i left. MTV is trying to kill me and kevin-_- Keep playing our emo songs. Haha. Funny was in the afternoon, MTV was playing The Kill - 30 seconds to mars. Then Kevin say this is now his top emo song. Then i asked how about the It ends tonight - All american Rejects. Also his emo song but not top. So then after "The Kill" song. They played It ends tonight -.- then we looked at each other and laugh.haha.emo sial. Emo lah ni...

So basically i had 8 hours of sleep -_-. Not enough. My eyes still tired. shes in taylors now. Doing her orphanage thing. Haha...playing puppets and all. haha. Coolez. ok nvm i shall post 1 picture here. My favourite picture.

Two Steps Behind - Def Lepard

Quite lucky day in college actually. Bio class dismissed early. 11 o clock instead 12. Teacher said he got nuthing to teach already. tmr i'm gonna have bio test. So class dismissed early. So basically had break from 11. to 2. Thats 2 hours rite?. Or is it three. Or class dismissed at 10.30-_-. Erm anyway had a really long break. So went down to cafeteria to eat. Maggi goreng and Roti bakar. =/. Not a very nutricious food. This is wat u get in Segi. Sigh. moving on. Then some group of dudes came up to us and gave us this form. Where we fill in the particulars a few questionaires. Something like Are u a Rebel? How many times u lie to ur parents? etc etc. But wat the heck, u get a free file =D. So yea anything free to me its good.


After that went summit, wanted to watch movie But didnt have time cuz the movie will end at 2.30 and 2.00 is my maths class. Cant afford to skip maths class now. Teaching integration. Shitznezz. So went arcade instead. Went and play daytona. Rawr. i merejuking there. Nadzmi played cheat. he bangs people-.- Its not just once. ITS ALOT of times. 4 games in a row-.- was really pissed but dat time. But nvm dont care only. After that played the zombie Shooting game. And theres where i used up my money which was suppose to last me end of this week. Sigh. This suxorz. Well played a while. then went back to college. waited at the couch on tenth floor. Slept there. Ahh. the satisfaction.

Then during maths class, the file dat they gave me. theres quite a few shitsznesz inside. Dayumm.. theres bookmark, and the big balloon hitting thing dat produce noise dat people use in sport stadium. Example Badminton Matches. and calender. and other stupid booklets =D.

A BookMark which i will nvr use unless i feel like throwing this at someone.



The Dumb useless Booklet dat got picture of Amber Chia. I look left right. Turn book upside down insude out round and round side by side. I still Dont find her hot. or anywhere close to pretty.




I dont understand Mandarin. This is where picture comes in handy. Always include pictures in Instructions.

Waalla....Dats the Weird Balloon thing. Unfortunately I burst the blue one cuz i wacked nadzmi wif it too hard and my other yellow one....erm my dog burst it wif her razor sharp teeth which she used to bite on my steel fingers.

Hmm. I dunno wat i wan now I dunno wat i'm doing. Maybe i just really have to move on. did our story just ended just like dat? Is there really no chance at all. She replys coldly. She now thinks, maybe each time she msges me, i'll think i'll have a chance wif her. I dun wanna think this way anymore. Just see how things goes. Shes happier now i can see. Moved on. Thats wat i see. Rite now, i'll jsut be there for her. Probably she might think shes wasting my time. She always thinks this way. Shes not. Shes not. She was having stress last night. Msged me But i couldnt reply. I wasnt there for her. hmm. In the end some dude called her. made her feel okay again. Well...shes okay now. Her fren talked to her. Made her better. Me? i cant do shits. All i do is bring problem and trouble. shes moved on.

Tuesday

Well, can start off by saying wat i did on saturday. Since Clubbing was cancelled. Called Weng kit up, lets go taman mayang. But how long i've known him, he'll come fashionable late. So called up kevin, told him i need to have some drinking session. So went over to his house, picked him up then we off to the houses near ac. yeap. We were quite cashless so all we could buy is 2 cans of carlsberg that taste like sparkling water. So we were sitting near the houses there sitting on the bench. Looking towards SJMC. Yes its directly opposite in front of us. Emo-ing session. Lawls. I miss those drinking sessions. Haih. I think probably my next BIG drinking session would be around october or november or december. Thats when kea leng, tristo, and ian is coming back. Yes lah. Cant wait. But its so long more. Dayum. Lawlz. Then later weng kit came. He said i was high. hahah. I'm jsut hyper. Happy to see my frens with me when i'm down. So i was just being me. Talknig crap and all. Then we went off to taman mayang. Nope we didnt race there this time. Haha. I had to pick up Benji. I still remember, me, hann and wengkit always race at nite. Haha. We'll stop at every traffic light next to each other car and wind down our window and start throwing rubbish into each other's car through the window. haha.. Good times. Well now, Hann is really busy. Seldom go out. Weng kit. hes in SOME island right this moment smoking his weed. Jia wei, still hanging out wif him no difference.Lawlz. Min ern, our cyber session XD. Ahh basically everybodys been busy.=/.

And i've been really stressed up. Feeling dat maybe studying isnt for me. I didnt do well for physics test today. I have no idea wat crap did i wrote on the piece of paper. Haha.

Thursday is a holiday i think. Installation of the agung thing. Hu wans to follow me attend this installation? Come on guys, be patriotic. Thats wat i learn in NS =D.

Today, was sitting the steps of my college. Stoning. Was thinking back. How did i get together wif her? Its quite unexpected. I remember i fetch her to her prom. Fetched her and her best fren, eve. It was raining dat day. Couldnt find the her school prom. Had to called up Sean to tell me where is it. I remember i couldnt drive properly dat time. Too nervous. haha. My palms were sweaty. I don't know y. Nearly lost control of the car. Haha. New year eve, Called her wished her happy new year. Didnt noe y i called. suddenly took my phone and dialed her number. Called her when i was outside kea leng's house in tropicana. Before we started our major drinking drunking session. Lawlz. Really unexpected. it all happen so fast. And now,

Once more I'll say goodbye to u
Things happen,
but we don't really know y
If its supposed to be like this
Why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?

Past

I'm still living in the past. Still thinking i could change the imposibble. Still thinking that something would happen between us. Still thinking that i could get her back. Guess i was wrong. She totaly treats me as a fren Now. Worst come to Worst She treats me as a best fren. Which means theres no chance that i'm in her relationship ladder. Y? y? wat have i done wrong to deserve all this. I just want her back. I just want everything to go back to normal. She thinks i'm really happy now. Thinks that i would be able to move on with my life. Its very hard to move on when everyday i would just stone and remember the times we had. remember how we got together. Remember the little sms msg she sent to me few days before i asked her or couple with her. I'm really losing my confidence. She smsed me yesterday, i thought maybe we could have this chance. But from wat i read her blog. i dont think so. shes really letting go of it. Only thing bothers her is dat i'm not moving on. That i'm not happy. I'm still thinking...i'm still living in the past. Hoping somthing would happen. Something that could change everything. We could forget everything and start back from where we left off. I'm still thinking. Well shes really letting go dats for sure. Even the e-mail i sent to her. Doesnt seem to change anything. don't feel like blogging anymore. Don't feel like doing anything. I need to get wasted now. When is my next drinknig session? Get drunk get high. No worries. Lawlz. Well, watever she choose, i'll respect that. If shes happier better off without me, then i'll smile for her. Its just fate isnt it?. But sometimes i dont believe in fate. I rather say...fight for wat u want in ur life. Should i fight? or should i not fight? Well her decision her happiness..i'll smile for her

Down

Shes so shattered,
Shes so lost,
Shes having so much stress,
College work keep pouring down on her.

Haih. how i wish i could tell her everything is gonna be okay. Everything will be fine. be there for her when everything just doesnt seem to go right. I'm missing her now. The thought of losing her is just so pain. Baby, will there be any chance? If i just could tell her she'll get through all this stress shes having easily. Go through it with her. But i cant, I shouldnt. She wanna let go. didnt wanna give us a chance. At least she have some of her assignments to keep her occupied. Probably not thinking about me. Y would she think about me. Thats ridiculous. Her work is more important. Yes at least shes concentrating on her studies. Slowly she'll just move on. And Everything would be the past.

Sigh, Not going clubbing d. Dam potong Steam. Stoopid Johan. When people got so much mood to do something...other things jsut have to ruin it-_-.

-Untitled-

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures i took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend
I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)
(And I think you should know this)

She wanna let go, I have to respect her decision. Theres nuthing i could do. Even though thats not my decision, thats not what i want, that this isnt the end. Really thought we could give it one more try. Forget everything. Start from the beginning. I would do this. I would.
But if she wants it that way, i'll have to respect her. If shes happier this way, then i'll have to accept it.

Maybe she really thought that we could give it a try one more time. But i think in the end shes jsut scared. Scared that it wouldnt work out. It wouldnt work out how she wants it to be. I don't know wat to say wat to think now. If i could give her more security, more assurance that it'll work out. This wouldnt be the end. Give me ur hands and we'll run forever. A line from a song "Stay With You".Nuthing i can say now. Don't know wat to say. Don't wanna think so much. Just Hope one day we'll really forget everything and start back where we left off.

Tonight probably going maisons wif johan. Gonna knock myself out. And destroy my liver. If i'm not online then i'm probably in the club now. Lawlz. Hmm. She wans to go clubbing. haih. Y does she keep saying i'm wasting my time,Shes wasting my time. I'm not. Shes not. Doesnt she noe she really do mean alot to me. It doesnt matter whether its good or bad. But i nvr in my life felt i've wasted my time or even think about it.

Oh fuck...not gonig maisons tonight-.- Potong steam sial. Tmr nite only Go...Cipe hai.

-the end-

If there's anything i could do,
I would change it,
But seems that,
what's done is done.
Maybe we didnt have what it takes,
Maybe we just don't have fate,
if you would believe.
Second chances nvr happen,
Cherish ur love ones,
dats my advice to you,
Nvr think so much during the relationship.
We had lots of problems,
All the ups and downs,
but seems that nothing brought us closer,
it pulls us apart.
If there's anything i could do,
i would change how i confront problems,
Sometimes we need to talk,
Sometimes we just have to let it be,
and hope everything will turn out better.
Shes moved on,
Life goes on she say,
and i have no idea wtf am i writing?
This is not a poem
and i still have the mood to crap here
Am i insane already?
y am i still writing this*fullstop*

Ignore the above. i dunno wth is dat. Lawlz. Hmm. Well seems dat its really the end. Theres no turning back or second chance. She really do wanna move on. Couldnt handle the relationship we have, the problems we encounter together. Shes moved on. Hmm. i guess after we break up, i'vee been the one so foolish. "Clap one hand"yea. i don't know how to explain dat. But well something like dat. if there's anything i could do, i wanna start somethign new wif her. But memories haunts her. Not confident that it'll work out. Not confident that it will turn out like how she thought it would.

If just we could start something new, forgets the past. maybe give another try and make it really work out, Dats wat i thoguht at 1st. But guess its the end now. She wans to let go, she wans to move on, i'm back at square one. Maybe fate will bring us back again.

Someday - Michael Learns to Rock
*hey i like oldies ok..thhey're classic*

In my search for freedom
and peace of mind
I've left the memories behind
Wanna start a new life
but it seems to be rather absurd
when I know the truth
is that I always think of you

Someday someway
together we will be baby
I will take and you will take your time
We'll wait for our fate
cos' nobody owns us baby
We can shake we can shake the rock

Try to throw the picture out of my mind
try to leave the memories behind
Here by the ocean wave's carry voices from you
Do you know the truth
I am thinking of you too

Someday someway
together we will be baby...
The love we had together
just fades away in time

And now you've got your own world
and I guess I've got mine
But the passion that you planted
in the middle of my heart
is a passion that will never stop


Well this song explains how i'm feeling now.Hmm. But good song tho. Good band. Been listening to them Since i was very young. In my dad's car. Everytime theres a road trip he'll play all this oldies classic hits songs. yeap..Hm..haih. I cant type much or blog much this moment, no mood. Plus i have maths test tmr. Yay. Wee. bobbie gonna fail us.

Sunshine

Well today, went to college as normal. Normally wednesday for this semester would be one hell of a fucking day for me. 4 hours of bio and 3 hours of maths. Non Stop. So yea. Only two subjects but long hours continuosly. Gonna die someday. But fortunately, our retarded weird extremely large looking biceps maths teacher, Bobbie was on MC. So yea we basically over at 1.

Then Noah came and pick me up. Its been quite a while i went out wif him. So he came to my college picked me up. We wanted to go KLCC-.-. he said he wanted to do something special...ookkkayy..dats gay. but its far so in the end we went ou instead. Didnt noe wat to watch actually. Dunno which movie to watch.

Were deciding whether to watch, Hannibal Rising, Perfume, or Sunshine. But don't know how we end up watching Sunshine. *WARNING* don't read further if u dont wnana know wat happen in the show*WARNING*

Overall i'd give it a 3/5. good movie. Depends on wat do u like actually. So yea. Erm Michelle Yeoh is inside. No shes not hot. Shes old now. Old old Old. and she died in the end :P. Oops i accidentally terspill the story..Oh Well~. so yea shes acting as one of the scientist who is crazy of the plants and provides oxygen and all. And die looking at one. Y am i only talknig about her?. Dats because I only know her name and not others. =D.

Well this movie is about the Sun is dieing. and Expeditions have been sent to save the sun be re-bombing it and all. So there was this dude in the expedition whot hinks hes the gods messenger or something and start killing everybody.

Y do i give such low rating? when its such a good movie. Well because, theres not enough killings and muderings dats number one. Secondly. I dont like movies dat in the end everybody dies. Yes if you're reading this, i have just spoil ur mood to watch the movie. so ur loss. Gave u all warnings already.

Its been quite a stressfull week for her. Having so much test and assignments to due. Worried about her. Worried about her health getting affected. She didnt have enough sleep. Scared it would be a breakdown. But i noe she'll get through it.:). haih. I dunno hows things now with her. Hopefully it'll get better. Shes still avoiding. i guess. I dunno. Well nuthing much to say now. dats dat. Chow chow.

Buffet Dinner

Today woke up around 10 or 11. Not sure heh. Went online kacau a few frens. Then after that i went to taylors college and reach there at 12.25 =D. Went there to see her. :). But she was busy playing and bullying the orphans there =/. hahah until she came out late and saw me at 1 instead of 12.30 =/. Her break was only 12.30 to 1. Only half and hour get to see her. Then we went mcdonald buy ice cream eat. Ok only Me bought ice cream and ate. haha. Rawr i still want ikea ice cream. Cheap and nice =D. oh then we went back ac played wif her pool. Yes its bang balls =D. haha. Tell her to shoot straight the ball will go sengit. Tell her to sengit, the ball will go straight. -.- hahah. so next time when really need to shoot straigh i'll just tell her to shoot sengit, then her ball sure go straight and...SCORE!. haha. Can hear fireworks in my place now. Dunno wat those ppl shoot those fireworks for. Wat a way to waste money. If Ure too rich u could give me some instead of spending on stuff dat are pointless. Might as well give to those hu needs them, like me =D.

After that, at nite went dinner with parents. Eat buffet dinner in shang ri la in KL. haha. I wouldn't consider the really best looking hotels, But i still prefer KL hilton. Nope not the PJ hilton. The KL Hilton. yes fucking beautifull. haha. So yea the buffet wasnt really good. I mean i wouldnt say its really good. Its just average. Not much choices of Food. Compare to this Japanese Buffet Restaurant in Star Hill. Dat is the bomb but the cost is like a bomb also -.- So few pictures i took. and i'm using fully my phone camera. haha. I use it with full extend, i make use of my super clear cybershot camera phone XD. Muahaha

My 1st Dish. Fried Rice. Fried Wantan. Egg Tart.Fried Prawn. Siu Mai. And this Weird fuzzy with crispy string wrapping a chicken thing. Yes the combination is weird. But its edible.

Next, Lobster tail, Salmon, and my favourite Scallop. Yum Yum.

Then I went for an Indian Cuisine. satay, Roti canai, and the keropok thing.

And my desert =D. From picture it may not look nice. But its Ok i guess. Cuz memang not nice. haha. Ms Reed or Bakerzin in OU has better cakes. =D

Vanilla Fountain thing. doenst taste like vanilla tho.

The Chocolate Version. BIGGER version. twice the size of the Vanilla one.

My sista bathing her mashmallow in dat fountain.

The tower of Seafoods. Yes u cant see them. Cuz i was lazy to go up there and take the pictures.

Girrafe thing. Not edible tho. Just saw it behind some glass door. So took a picture.

My Love.. hahah. Cute rite. I have no idea wats those two thing is Pig i think. Or maybe a rat-_-

Wheres weiyang? I miss u bitch head. XD

Was happy i could see her again today. even played pool. Watever happens..happens. Just see how it slowly goes.

There were times it slipped away. There were times i couldnt hold myself back. i dunno. This isnt over for us. I noe it. Gave her a hug before i went home. Wanted to hug longer. But scared later father see then i hai lat. or she mgiht shout i pok mong.><. then i lagi hai lat. Tried to hold her hand but it slipped.

Missing You

Yo. Didnt blog much these days. Been really busy wif assignments. erm i mean last minute assignments :). Malaysia studies folio Project and then last minute preparation of the presentation. Haih, and of cuz i manage to finish all of em and make it look really good. hehe :). And then Maths homework like hell. Now this second semester our maths is so much harder. We're learning something i have always hate. Differentiation and Integration. Dat really suc huh?. Rawr. Worst is theres no rest to all this, next week having tests. Our 1st test which is 10% of the finals. Ah! Bobbie say we're gonna fail our test 1 maths. Wtf?! If its too hard then don't give so hard lah! Give easier help us to pass lah bitch!. Rawr.

I got back my finals results for last semester. Wasnt good. Kena lecture by dad for 2 hours i think. Talking about family history. Haih.

And no pictures on this post today. Cuz theres nothing nice or interesting pictures to be taken by my wonderfull 3.2 mega pixel phone =D. better than 2.0 mega pixel :P. la la la. Aaah Ian went back to langkawi. Bored! now weekends sure seldom go out d. haih. Nvm i stay home study be good boy =D.

Went Ac today. Went to see her. was really happy that i could see her But, when she comes close, when i held her hand, i felt something from me lost. I missed her hugs. I really wanted to hug her during that time. But i shouldnt, we're not together anymore. I hope we could. I miss her hugs, miss her pecks of kisses, i miss her. But holding her hand even just for a while or not even really hold, a touch probably, i felt like the time stopped. Her small hands and fat fingers :P haha kidding. The ones i always hold. felt that shes here all along. well we'll see how things goes then.

Been watching bleach. Dam good anime show. Yes donovan do watch anime. Wats wrong wif dat freaks. I watch Samurai X, Naruto, and bleach =D. but still like samurai X tho. yeap yeap. Naruto, still waiting for the episodes to come out at the video store. Everytime go also they dont have-.-. Bleach downloading from internet. Everyweek one episode -.-. Nono i'm not downloading. I dont do such work. All these keh leh feh work my sister do wan =D. akaka. I still find Naruto very very interesting tho. Argh i need to watch from episode 161 until where the latest episode now. still so far behind .=/ oh well, Theres this new game i bought Comand and Conquer 3: Tiberium Wars. Yeap shall go play it now. =D

The End or the Beginning?

We broke up. Well theres nothing i could do. She told me to respect her decision. So now i did. Even how much i wan her back how much i wish we could just be back to normal and forget everything else. But its her decision. I have to respect that. If shes happier that way, then i guess this is the way then.Shes feeling lost. Maybe shes not use to it. But i can see she'll be ok just a matter of time. forgets me. Sigh.

Its not her fault, probably my fault. For not able to make her fall in love with me. Hmm. And i'm still hoping that i could get her back. Is this a foolish attempt?

Ian is going back tmr. Sigh. Gonna miss my hairy gorilla. Hope hes fine After breaking up wif Yun zhen and all. Sigh. The story he told me was very, erm unbelievable. I mean, The monk is freaking ChUN! i Mean he noes Like Yunzhen's personal life without knowing her!. Thats freaky. Anyway maybe u guys could meet him and ask him for some lottery number since hes so good. Hes in penang by the way. Ian is coming back after 6 months. Probably thats when Tristo comes back. Yay.

Well we'll see how things goes then.

EVo..Dunno hus car is that. Dunno hus the fellow but i sat in his car =D

me and fattie Cheong. Dam cute rite his cheecks =D

Someday

I have express my feelings, I have no regret, I hope she understands how i feel.

Someday-Michael Learns To Rock

In my search for freedom
and peace of mind
I've left the memories behind
Wanna start a new life
but it seems to be rather absurd
when I know the truth
is that I always think of you

Someday someway
together we will be baby
I will take and you will take your time
We'll wait for our fate
cos' nobody owns us baby
We can shake we can shake the rock

Try to throw the picture out of my mind
try to leave the memories behind
Here by the ocean
wave's carry voices from you
Do you know the truth
I am thinking of you too

Someday someway
together we will be baby
I will take and you will take your time
We'll wait for our fate
cos' nobody owns us baby
We can shake we can shake the rock

The love we had together
just fades away in time
And now you've got your own world
and I guess I've got mine
But the passion that you planted
in the middle of my heart
is a passion that will never stop

Hold On

Don't say i deserve someone better. I choose u, and i choose to be with you, i want to share the happiness with you, I choose u cuz ure the best and theres no one better, Doesnt that make any difference? that you really mean someone to me, that you're the best thing ever happen to me.

Living on a Prayer - Bon Jovi

Tommy used to work on the docks
Unions been on strike
Hes down on his luck...its tough, so tough
Gina works the diner all day
Working for her man,
she brings home her pay
For love - for love

She says we've got to hold on to what we've got
cause it doesnt make a difference
If we make it or not
We've got each other and thats a lot
For love - well give it a shot

Whooah, were half way there
Livin on a prayer
Take my hand and well make it - I swear
Livin on a prayer

Tommys got his six string in hock
Now hes holding in what he used
To make it talk - so tough, its tough
Gina dreams of running away
When she cries in the night
Tommy whispers baby its okay, someday

We've got to hold on to what we've got
cause it doesnt make a difference
If we make it or not
We've got each other and thats a lot
For love - well give it a shot

We've got to hold on ready or not
You live for the fight when its all that you've got


Everything is falling apart now. Still fighting with parents. trying to talk to someone nicely but they just seem to shoot u back. I'm tired. really tired. But i Dont wanna give up. Are u still here?

Look mat chat?

Sorry about the title, didnt know what to put.-.-

Where should i start? Well nothing much happen, just about and carlston and shereen thing. Well hopefully they're okay ler. I shouldnt campur tangan. Just stay and listen to their whinings thats all =D.

Yesterday went ou to wif carlston,shereen,arvin, wai xiang, and this 1 more dude. Went at 11 something and thought we would go back early but, no, we went home late. It was 5.30. i was so tired, I wanna sleep. just buy one fellow's present also take so dam long>< somemore guy. Simply buy one thing can d ler. Buy hamper then we all can share but got expiry date. Or you want something special. Yes something special that no one have ever give before.

Vacuum Cleaner

The new Osim Vacuum Cleaner.

Anyway in the end we got him. Erm, ok i forgot what we got him. I think we bought him an ashtray.-.-. So yea. Then went home,carlston came my house chillin there. haih, cant sleep. Y? cuz hes in my room. i cant sleep when visitors are in my room. Just afraid my ass get fucked =D.

Today, i went ac to see nikki, after my classes, gave her something =D. Hopefully she likes it. Altho she have so many of those, her room and bed is filled with it. Like compact all into one room. :). And now tonight i 'm going to finish up my malaysian studies assignment. Sigh. My group got some indian bar part time worker dude. Doubt hes gonna do his part. I'll just have to do double work. So thats all now.

My new ride! This baby here will guarantee my victory in the next Grand Prix.

and also to fetch my dear nikki =D.

Poser sial. All black, All jeans, but 2 chinese ass 1 hairy black ass.

Eh terbalik the picture wan.

The Kings of One Utama.

King Arvin

King Fattie

King Donny. Wheres my Queen?